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Wednesday, April 12, 2006;
I really do not noe wad to do
im pathetic
everynite i cry
every evening i get home i cry...
every call i receive i juz wish tats u
every msg i receive i juz hope was u asking for patch
every happy song i listen dun seems to get into my ear
every sad songs i hear juz simply get into my ear easily
every simple place tat we've been before reminds me of u
every comedy i watch .. i juz cant laugh out
every morning i wake up... i cried...
i tried to keep myself occupy
but there's nth left for me to do
i've done everything as slow as possible..
but still theres time for me to cry
cry is onli the choice i had...
no other ways...
todae i walked bus the interchange.. it reminds me of our first meeting...
my block area.. reminds me of u sending me home...
853 bus... reminds me of ur area n ur hse
i realli lurve u
im willing to solve all problems together
im willing to go through obstacles with u
juz like wad happen tat dae.. the ton... ur father called n others ...
but the problems lies on u
r u willing?
i noe u still lurves me...
others can go through hardship together... y cant us.. we're humans too
u're the first guy who let me surrender to u
cried for u daes n nites...
even todae's compo... i wrote bout something they we had before n changed it...
i realli miss the memories we had... realli
i juz cant forget u

things CHANGED but the LOVE still REMAINS...
i dun wann wanna lose u
i dun wan anything else
i wan u n onli u
im realli weak
i cant laugh from deep down my heart realli...

my heart aches...


ツ 7:05 PM -
baby, dearest.






Disclaimer

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If you aint going to be appreciative of anything here , i advise you to go off.
dont't ruin the sweet atmosphere around here.



MUSIC


Bellas Lullaby ~ Advanced Piano Solo.mp3 - Carter Burwell

MYSELF


❥ Rowell Siew Xue En .
Borned on 6th december 1992
i do crazy things that you will be stunned
interested in photography, photoshops and designs
i'll treat you nice when you do too.
life filled with loving girlfriends.
i have a high frequency voice .
sensitive to words and actions
i dont take people's love for granted
as i dont forget someone so easily (:

THE MEMORIES

x November 2005
x December 2005
x January 2006
x February 2006
x March 2006
x April 2006
x May 2006
x June 2006
x July 2006
x August 2006
x September 2006
x October 2006
x November 2006
x December 2006
x January 2007
x February 2007
x March 2007
x April 2007
x May 2007
x June 2007
x July 2007
x August 2007
x September 2007
x October 2007
x November 2007
x December 2007
x January 2008
x February 2008
x March 2008
x April 2008
x May 2008
x June 2008
x July 2008
x August 2008
x September 2008
x October 2008
x November 2008
x December 2008
x January 2009
x February 2009
x March 2009
x April 2009
x May 2009
x June 2009
x July 2009
x August 2009
x November 2009

SPEAK


CALENDER

*o9o1o9 elleen's birthday.
*o3o2o9 shin ee 's birthday .
*o6o2o9 sister's burfdae;
*14o2o9 valentine's day x))
*2oo2o9 liu yun's burdae.
*160309 kai lin's burfdae;
*23o3o9 charmaine's burfdae.
*o3o4o9 lester's burfdae;
*11o4o9 peter's burfae ! =DD
*2oo4o9 benjamin's burfdae; speech day .
*23o4o9 jasmine's burfdae.
*o8o5o9 ru yan's burfdae:
*o51oo9 Mother's day.
*12o5o9 Kevin's burfday
*13o5o9 millie's burfdae;
*280509 amelia's burfdae;
*31o5o9 sean's burfdae ;
*o2o6o9 valerie's burfdae;
*15o6o9 mei zhen's burfdae;
*3oo6o9 samuel's and alvin's burfdae =D
*o3o7o9 amanda's burfdae;
*o8o7o9 Royston's burdae,
*o9o7o9 Tien boon's burfdae; =D
*25o7o9 hong bin's burfdae;
*26o7o9 kang yi's burfdae;
*o8o8o9 mummy's burfdae;
*o1o9o9 wan joo's birthday;
*o9o5o9 brenson's birthday
*2oo9o9 daddy's burfdae;
*23o9o9 zhi qi's burfdae; raymond sister burfdae;
*o21oo9 jean's burfdae;
*o91oo9 ying hui's burfdae;
*141oo9 yu zhe's burfdae;
*o511o9 patrick's burfdae
*1711o9 jolyn's burfdae
*1911o9 Si jing's burfdae
*2211o9 felicia's burfdae
*o612o9 ROWELL's SWEET BIRTHDAY
*2o12o9 Jun kai's burfdae
*2312o9 wan ling's burfday;
*2512o9 CHRISTMAS
*2812o9 hui wen's birthday
*3112o9 eileen poh's burfdae;



EXITS

girlfriends

|amanda tung . my long long friend ! =D|
|amelia . cute girlfriend =)|
|charmaine lim . sweet girl.|
|eileen poh . girlfriend ^^|
|jasmine . pretty girlfriend =)|
|jean nice nice lady xD|
|joo . always make-me-smile girlfriend ! =D|
|kelene .super cute .|
|millie . utterly ADORABLE|
|pauline. baby ! =D |
|valerie . super caring girlfren xD|
|vanessa .mad n crazy xD|
|vanessa .siao siao my loveee (:|
|xue qi. cutie one !|
|zhi qi . TALLIE|

GREAT friends

| tien boon . heh ! |
|raymond . SISTER =D |
|rongsheng . ah sheng =D |
|kang yi . pretty girlfriend|
|elleen . lesbie|

TP !

|Hui Xian |
|Joyee |
|Hong yI |
|Simin. |
|kimberly liew|
|chien wan|
|cassini|
|tian qing|

entertainments.

|bryan wong .|
|celeste chen|
|dawnyang|
|desmond . celebrity|
|felicia . fans club|
|felicia . personal blog|
|flitydolly|
|gwendolyn|
|laozhabor|
|lyrics|
|peggy|
|quan yi feng|
|stomp|
|tricia|
|xiaxue|

friends

|aida . friendlyyyy (:|
|alina . she's SUPER friendly|
|ben . dog lover |
|colin .nice nice friend =)|
|debbie . cute girl =)|
|desmond . hohos =D|
|denise . clever girl|
|felicia . cute ! =D|
|fredric . |
|guan wei . GOOD GUY |
|hui min . hohos . cute girl =D|
|irfan . he's nice !|
|jacky . good listener|
|jason . super friendly senior|
|jearelle . ru yan|
|jeremy . star bright bright LOLS|
|jilson . a random guy LOL|
|jolyn. pretty pretty !|
|jing wei . the cute one =) .|
|kellynn . my nice ah ma xD|
|le0n . friendly |
|magg magg |
|meldryne.|
|mengting. |
|nick . tu di |
|peiyi . SUPER FRIENDLY|
|royston tan (:|
|roy teh . |
|sabriya . sunshine girl (: |
|sean arron . |
|shirleen . (: |
|simun . haha x) |
|si jing . tall tall =D|
|shu ling . dimple girl ! =D|
|vincent . super tall LOL|
|xue li . |
|yuyin . pretty girl|
|yi shang . personal DOCTOR x)|
|yuen tuck . a short short guy =p |


WANTS

# god damn good flying results for poly.
# beautiful results
# time machine
# beautiful snow globes.(glow-in dark ones)