a sweet wonderland. -

Tuesday, July 31, 2007;

o.O its the last day of july!
hahahas .

lessons are boringgg ahhhhhh .
had histroy test and i think i wont do well hur?
but i got my points there .
i think i'll pass but not very well ?
hope i will do well lahs =/
my results are disappointing myself
and the more test i fail the more stress and pressure im giving myselffffff
sometimes i just feel that i cant breathe
and i will sleep early everynight !
its tiring okay .

hmms . i really have a bad memory .
ahhhh
i rmb that my lit test will be postphone from tomorrow to next tues because of the speak good english week HAHA
uh huh . so like tml lit lesson we'll be sitting in the hall for one hour for dont know what shit things they have

and im sneezing now
must be someone out there missing me =DD
or maybe just caught a cold =/
after school . went to charmaine's house with elleen chua black black hahaha
i taste something very very nice in her heavenly house hahas .
it is just simply sweet and oh my god niceeeeee =D
watched blades of glory at her house too !
hahas . is damn funny , gay , gross, disgusting and hilarious hahas !

went home around 6pm
damn tiredddddd
reached home . done my e maths graph homework and went to sleeeeeep LOL .
(havent bath , too tired LOL )
ima dirty little girl =/
i dont like graphs lahs .

tests are like running towards us !
we dont get to rest and numerous test are coming towards us OH MY GOD LAHSSSSSSSs
ahhh ahhh ahhh RAHH

im tired of doing tests .
im tired of writing long long essay
im tired of writing alot of words
im tired of walking
im tired of doing homework
im tired of going to schoolll
but im just not tired of missing youuuuuuuuu (:

ツ 9:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Monday, July 30, 2007;

hmms . my day hur?
hahas . eng lesson teacher didnt come ! and was a free period for like 3 periods?
oh my god lahs LOL . there's nth for me to do . cause i want to do the e maths graph on my own . so i slacked beside millie and charmine came to me with her ipod and we listen to songsssss

the atmosphere in physics lesson was like so tenseeeeee
we got back out physics paper and and and oh my god lahs . i can pass de okay !
13/30 =///
i can get 18/30 i suppose . if not for the SI UNIT okay =/
and mr chan is very very very disappointed in usssss
he will normally greet us goodbye and thank you class before he goes off .
but in the end . he just packed his things and just stomp out of the class =/
so scary lahs and kinda guilty ehs? =/
rahhs .
had H&F period . then is another free period !
played with charmaine's ipod games hahas .
went for recess and bought my sharpening senses !
after that went back to classsss and a maths lesson was like . the first half period i dont understanddddd
then another period i understoooood hahahaha !
oh ya . before a maths . took back my chinese paper =/
another disappointing one
26 and 1/2 over 50 okay =/
i thought i can do wellllll
but that god damn compreeeeeeeee just make me feel so stupid

CDP .
I HATE IT MOST OKAY
DAMN DAMN DAMN SO CHILDISH CAN
WE DONT NEED THAT WORKBOOK OKAY
THAT TEACHER THREATEN US
SAYING THAT IF WE HAVE NO WORKBOOK WE WILL HAVE NO GRADE FOR CDP IN OUR REPORT BOOK
ASSHOLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
her lessons are like so childish and LAO TU can
her thinkings and mindset is like so far far far away from us!
might be the generation gap affecting .
madness man .

after school went to compass point with jasmine .
bought cupwalker and went to popular .
i was looking for french curve and a stack of colourful files
but sad , compass's popular was LOUSY
so i didnt manage to find it =/
BORED .
took 156 homeeeeee
damn long never take 156 alreadyyyyyy
since .... er hem er hem okays =/

and i saw a lady wearing leopard skin's bra okay LOL =X
shhhh =X

nobody is at home ! and lucky i put my keys into my bag today okay !
reached home and tried e maths on my own BUT oh gosh i dont understand how others get so many curves and lines =/ i shall ask for help tomorrow duing recess man =/
and so i moved on to file my history file and finally im done okay ! hahas
then to chemistry . i read the whole 2 chapters
and i have to study oxidation and reduction tomorrow hahas lalalalals

i think im going crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

hahaha . you just make my day !
ur replies can decide my mood for the day !
im super hyper and crazy in class or infact for the whole day =DD

ツ 7:00 PM -
baby, dearest.

Sunday, July 29, 2007;

hmmsssss . im back from visiting my cousinnnnnn .
he's a doctor and he says i need to eat more vitaminsssss and im lack of water in my body LOL
supposed to be cried too much at times hur?
i dont careeee
then went to eatttttt
and reached homeeee
hahas !

I'LL SMILE WHILE WAITING .
I HAVE THE FEELING .
TRUST ME , THE FEELING DID NOT FADE AWAY .
NEITHER DID IT START TO FADE .
SERIOUSLY, I MISS YOU !

ツ 8:10 PM -
baby, dearest.

Saturday, July 28, 2007;

so like . its friday . and i cant swim so i give odac a skip hahas .
went home and sleeeeeep
was feeling giddyyyyyyy when im walking home
lalalas .

then saturday !
went out with tay hui wen !
hahas . waited for her at serangoon int . was on phone with eileen poh girlfriend (:
hui wen came and we took mrt to bugisssss
bought 2 T shirts hahas .
lalalalas .
then went home around 4 or 5 hahas
early yea?
cause im tiredddd
hui wen is so nice lahs LOL .
today she's like my da jie jie bringing me out LOL
thanks ! hahas .
then blah blah blahs .
reach home around 6.30 pm
i think im having fluuuuuuuuuuuu

yes, i miss you as always .
in my heart in my heart in my hearttttttt
its the 4th month we know each other yea? (:

ツ 7:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Thursday, July 26, 2007;

hmm . its chin kang yi's birthday ! HAHA

the present i give her is very very nice ! shared with jean and kai lin hahas
then lessons are boring as usual hahas !
hmms . after school . waited for everybody . then took mrt to serangoonnnnn hahas .
though its raininggggg but still we had fun ! hahas .
but i was quite moody luhs hahas
nevermind .
then hmms . played till damn lateeeeee
and im tiredddd
hahas

happy birthday kang yi =)

loves !

ツ 9:45 PM -
baby, dearest.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007;

ahhhhhh
went to school early for odac training .
was bored .
run 2 rounds ouside school .
heart was aching and i dont know why
then went to gymmmm
sweat alot hahas
went to change and get ready for lessonsssssss
bored as usual .
then he msged me in class today =/
i nearly cried lahs hais .
stopp asking me to give up will you .
its difficult and i cant and i wont .

i controlled my tearsssss
thanks elleen for that letter =)
after school . had physics test
i think i flunked that paper .
cause i dont know why i just cant concentrateeeee
ahhh .
after test . took bus with amelia , kang yi and millie and me took the same bus together =)
amelia came serangoon to do smth .
so i accompanied her (:
then i reached home around 6.30pm
was damn tireddddd

yes i miss youuuuuuuuuuu

ツ 7:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007;

hmm went to school today with unstable emotions and really swollen eyes .
it was raining so . i walked into classroom and was quiet
i dont like to look into people's eyes .
cause the next thing they'll do is to ask me whether im okay anot .
the sentence just makes me wanna cry
but still there are people who asked me that but i ignored and i look else where to control my tears

its difficult to control but i managed .
the feeling is not nice
but thanks to some girlfriends and classmates .
i managed to smile a little =)
thanks jean for ur concern
and thanks hui wen for the little note .
i nearly cried when i read it lahs . =/
and thanks to other girlfriends too (:

on the way homeeeeeeeee
drizzle a little .
i walked on the walkway where u always walk me home .
the walkway , with our laughters and chats giggles and hand in hand walking together .
it really make my tears roll down
i reach home and done my homework .
i read those msges u sent me on the first two months .
i felt as though my heart is bleeding .
yes , it is . its the first time i felt like this

why not give each other another chance .
you told me " let us last forever yea? baby "
you told me " your're my first true true love"
you told me " i cant let myself lose you baby"
i know you dont tell lies .
its just so hard for me to let this love go baby
i know that its not the love in us fade away .
i can sense that it is still strong .
its just the situation now .
its a difficult time for you , but dont take it down urself .
let me accompany you , stay with you and make you smile or de stress just even for 1 sec ?
its hurts me when u asked me to give up .
i know school is tired . but laughter is the best medicine in world .
let me make you smile and make me happy .

its a lose lose situation now .
why not give each other a win win situation ?

i guess you wanted me to be happy yea?
but ur decision makes me more difficult to even smile . how can i be happy ?
i rather be with you still and wait for you .
it makes me happier and i'll smile even when my face will crack .
just any sentence from you .
" i love you " or " i dont want to give this up too baby "
even just a word " loves"
can make me smile and make me have more determintation to hold on . boy

seriously , its the first time im loving someone like so real
first time i felt that my heart is bleeding so real
first time i felt that i cant lose someone like you and all the feelings is just so real .

if others can withstand obstacles . why not us ?
even the worse couple can last . why not us ?

ツ 6:40 PM -
baby, dearest.

Monday, July 23, 2007;

all i want to say .

hurt and love

i dont want to give up
im willing to wait

you cant push me away when ure stress and down .
breaking up is just a status .
there will still be a you in my heart deep down .
its impossible to forget you .

i know that you dont want to give up too
u just dont wanna me to be suffering .
but i dont mind .
i want to be with you when ure stress and down .
i want to be there for you .

I LOVE YOU

ツ 7:50 PM -
baby, dearest.

;

hmms .. i've edited the post as elleen corrected me . =)

monday blues .
boring lessons

it hurts me deep down . more than enough
social studies tomorrow .

ツ 7:40 PM -
baby, dearest.

Sunday, July 22, 2007;

okay i just put down phone with my girlfriend eileen poh =DD
a very very nice and interesting chat hahas ! loves !

today went to vivo with elleen chua and liu yun ! =D
then we went shoppinggggg =DD
i bought a purple tube from forever 21 .
a yellow tank top from pull and bear .
and a simpson shirt from bossini hahas .
cute ehs ! hahas !
lalalalas .
then we zi lian alot !
jilson and jing yang came along !
went to eat long johns hahas !
after that around 5 . walked again ! then jilson sponsor us a keychain bear bear from xin tian di hahas !
so nice of him right !
then accompanied elleen to play arcade
then we sat down on the patch of grassssss
and camwhore =DD
and we dont know why we started with a piggyback topic then jilson piggy back me elleen and i forgot whether jilson got piggyback liuyun anot hahas .
pathetic hur .
after that . we went homeeeeeee cause we're tiredddddddd =/
cam whore alot !
so fun ! hahas !
lalalalals .

yes i missed you (:

ツ 10:35 PM -
baby, dearest.

;

beautiful ehs? hahas !

that day after swimming ! =DD

ツ 9:35 PM -
baby, dearest.

Friday, July 20, 2007;

ahh so its is like 20072007 .
hahas . what a nice date rite ! hahas .
had school as usuallllll

after school . rush back home . get change and went to hougang swimming complex .
shin ee , liu yun and xin yi at there already hahas .
then we start swimming before teacher and some other ppl come .
lalalals .
taught some of them to swimmmm hahas
and some disgusting thing we saw .

after swimming we went to hougang mall to eatttttttt
had alot of grat laughs . *LAUGHS .

camwhore at the food court . then we went out of the food court hahas .
cam whore ! i'll upload on the next post ! hehex

after that we decided to go to the toilet , the baby care room on the first floor . we stop only when theres ppl who wanna use the room hahas . so we went home cause its kinda late too .
took mrt home and boon accompanied me on the phone =D
but halfway home he put down the phone and i was aloneeeeeeee
being alone too many times just makes me =/
theres no one sending me home alreadyyyyyyyy
not till when his exams are finish . and thats one month later =/
its the 20th again .
what a bad date hur?
boring ! AHH !

how would u feel if your boyfriend/girlfriend says that he/she just dont have the mood to msg and dont feel like msging you ?

or maybe . i shall be the most understanding girl and wait till ur exams are finish?
but u're like climbing up onto my head and take my understanding for granted =/
dont put me in a fridge and leave me there . =/

but luckily i have lovely girlfriends to make me smile everyday =)
sweet girlfriends ! =)

i think im getting more and more quiet =/
or maybe more and more lunatic?
sometimes i think that my phone is spoiled cause theres no msges .
but when others msg me . i just think that his phone is spoiled =/
how insane can i beeeeeeeeeeee

boy, the feeling is still there . i'll keep holding on .
no matter what you do , the feeling is still there . not even a piece of heart is dropping off =/
i guess i really love youuuuuuuuuuuuu =//

ツ 11:50 PM -
baby, dearest.

Thursday, July 19, 2007;

BASICALLY . THURSDAY .
MY ABS ARE ACHING HANDS TOO =/
LESSONS ARE BORING
A MATHS TEST GOT 20/30
AND MY BOY IS NOT REPLYING MY MSG TODAY .
I KEEP TAKING OUT MY PHONE TO CHECK FOR MSGES .
IT JUST KILLS MY MOOD WHEN THERES NO MSGES FROM MY BOY .

accompanied huiwen to go hougang mall to eatttt then she came my houseeee hahas
6 she went homeeeee =DD
we chat alotttt =)
lovesssssss

sighs . =/

BOY . HOLD ME TIGHT ONCE AGAIN WILL YOUUUUUUU =/

ツ 8:15 PM -
baby, dearest.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007;

its a wednesdayyyyyy
ODAC . morning . run one round outside school . due to raining . we went to the gym !
my muscle are aching now ! =/

lessons are boring as usual .
we fold many many cranes . small ones .
for charmaine =)
hope she will get well soon x)

after school . rushed home for baby =)
baby came to find meeeeee at 5pm =)

its the 2nd month alreadyyyyyy. x)
loves .

i know its a stress and tiring poly life for you . but at least make an effort to find things to chat with me .
sometimes i just feel that im irritating .
i tried to be understanding .
but it is just so tiring . it just kills my mood . =/
i dont want to give this up .
i want this to last .
i made an effort to be as understanding as possible .
but i feel like im just the only one in the situation .
as in one sided =/

just let me feel the heart pump fast and i want the feel of you holding me tight again .
let me see how you really treasure me .
its like . u know that u're neglecting me .
cant u do smth to it? =/

ツ 11:00 PM -
baby, dearest.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007;

ahhhhhhhh
school is boringggggggg
why teachers dont have new ideas for projects and assignments?
its just so boring =.=

after school . went for ODAC meeting .
its boring too
i find things more and more boring .
went homeeeeeeeeee .
the weather is just uber hot . it makes me giddy and near to fainting .
reach home and drank lots of water and laze arounddddddd .

sometimes being alone is gooooood . but it only applies when u're happy
sometimes being alone is not goooooooood . cause when u're down . u tend to think alottttt
just like i do =/

words do play a part to make one happy and just a smile .
actions speaks louder than words and shows or prove alot of thingsssss .
in return , actions give one back a great bright smile . or simply a great laugh .

there's no reply to my sweet talkkkkkks .
there's something in my mind . and i just cant figure out what it is .
it just block my thoughts and make me cant concentrate on what im studying .
no matter how i squeeze information into my head . it just cant be save and locked up in my brain .
sometimes , i really do not understand myselffffff
i really do not know what im unhappy withhhhhh
im getting to be lazy and dont feel like talking on phone and hurt some of my best frienddddd
=/
my mind is filled with contradictory thoughts .
sometimes i just feel like tearing .
but the ache in heart just stop when i start to tearrrrrrr .
numb or not .

BORING .

2nd month is cominggggg ^^ cheers .

ツ 8:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Monday, July 16, 2007;

ahh i went around reading people's blog .
so like everyone is emotional and having moodswings?
AHH ME TOO =/
why are girls like that =/
boring !

ツ 10:40 PM -
baby, dearest.

;

BORING !
its a monday again
hahas !
assembly today . tues no assembly =/
then the programme was about donno what shit thing ahh so lame .
but cute HAHA
ahh . lessons are boring .....
time fliessssss
after school .
i didnt go for step class, was having headacheeee
took bus home with kang yiiiiii
and when i just reach serangoon int .
RAIN POUR DOWN .
then was stuck at central . and my house is just one road opposite only . =.=
then sua lahs . i walked through the rain and reach home =D
SLEEP =p
then bath
and i think i caught a cold HAHA !

a maths homework doneeeeee
hahas ~
*LAUGHS

ツ 10:00 PM -
baby, dearest.

Sunday, July 15, 2007;

hahas ! stayed at home all day and baby came to find me around 6.30pm =D
and we eat together at the coffee shop =D
he accompanied me till 9 and he went home =D
lalalals

loves loves =D

ツ 11:40 PM -
baby, dearest.

Saturday, July 14, 2007;

ahhhhhhhhh 14th .
its a 5th month . hui wen and meeee =D
hahas .

went out with baby ! hehex
went to far east again =p
to buy chainnnnn for myself and jeannn
hahas !
lalallas .
baby came my house and took mrt together to townnnnnn
blah blah blah . went to marina square to see the timing for harry potter .
but i wanted to watch my wife is a gangster 3 ! rahhs !
but to my horror . marina square is so pathetic . they are showing only 3 shows ! AHH
harry potter , die hard 4 and transformers =.=
ahh then went to suntec city to see the timing .
and it gave me a jaw drop because it is also showing only 3 pathetic not nice shows =.=
ahh then nvm . met up with eileen and pei xin
then watched harry potter . 2nd first row =.= SO SHIT LAHS
the angle is slanted
make my head giddy !

ahhs ! i remember i saw elleen and kai lin at suntec hahas .
then after the show . went homeeeee baby sent me homeeeeee and went homeeeee =DD
i love baby ! =D

ツ 11:20 PM -
baby, dearest.

Friday, July 13, 2007;

ahhhhhhh im dejected .
firstly . he said im ugly in those camwhores at hougang mall with jean liu yun and amelia
so bu shuangggggg
uh huh .
then this morning .
felt very the bad tempered this morning
damn .
after school
i pon cca for NOTHING
damn
but i've done my e maths homework =)

IM DEJECTED OKAY .
BORING .
BLACK FRIDAY . 13TH
SHIT DAMN IT MAN

ツ 8:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007;

wednesday !
raining cats and dogs in the morning when i was going to school !
but my lovely and adorable mummy drive me to schooooooool =D
lalalalas .
school was boring
then after school . accompanied jasmine to go cut hair .
benjamin came along too .
then went to buy frostyyyyy wahaha
took bus to punggol endddddd
then reach home around 7 plus =D
lalalas .

the enddddddddddd

ツ 10:45 PM -
baby, dearest.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007;

AHH TUESDAY IS BORING
but benjamin made my day !
he's so niceeeeeee . he walked me down to the 82 bus stoppppp =DDD

lalalalals .
then i went home and sllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeep =D

ツ 11:25 PM -
baby, dearest.

Monday, July 09, 2007;

AHH MONDAY .

BORING ! LALALALALAALS .

but after school got chem lesson

FUN OKAY

MY GROUP GOT 390 points okay ! highest ! HAHA !

then waited for kang yi and valerie .

then took bus 82 home hahas !

lalalals . so tired ! 7.15 then reach home !

very long never so late reach home liao ! RAHH .

tired tired tired .

but the chem thing very fun okay ! hahas

pictures on top =D

HAPPY 11 MONTHS TO HONG BIN AND WAN LING =DDD

ツ 9:50 PM -
baby, dearest.

Sunday, July 08, 2007;

i stayed at home and done my homework and sleep ! =D

WAHAHAHA i just put down phone with baby !
and i just woke up ! hahas .
then my voice is like so hahaha lahs
then baby listen to my stupid voice and laughed =.=
RAHH
hahas .
then chat till baby reach home and put down phone
AND IM HIGH NOW wahahahahs
i love myself
my photos
my baby
my girlfirends
my bestfriends
my everything everything everthing !
loves loves
big big loves ! =DD

and my a maths out of 4 questions i only know how to do one ! HAHA !
jean too =X
lalalals

ツ 7:10 PM -
baby, dearest.

Saturday, July 07, 2007;

OKAY .
so its saturday !
hahas .
o7o7o7 okay !
wahahahas . !
so niceeeeee
and baby promised me to take neoprints with meeeeee
cause i wanted toooo =p
lalalalals .
so nice so nice so nice right !
he is so not not not willing to step into the neoprint shop at cine HAHA !
but in the end we still tooooooook it =D
very fast one lahs LOL
though not very nice . but is cuteeee =D
cause i very long never take neos and edit ler HAHA
but boohoos . baby say its the first and the last time taking neos LOL!
=p

lalalals . sooooo we walked around cine . and i went to the toilet ..
i saw all the cosplay ppl making up there HAHA .
cause taka having cosplay event there .
and on the way to far east . we walked past taka.
saw other cosplay ppl there ! some so kong bu * open mouth and eyes wide wide*
LOL saw one naruto de cosplay-er . so dont look like lahs ! so nerd HAHA never spike hair somemore .
then saw one girl with pony tails and one teddy bear LOL .
she's cuteeeeeeeee . ohoh i meant the teddy bear on her hand is cuteeeee HAHA !

went to far east and found the shop i wanted to go to .
then ehs . bought my things and we walked around againnnnnnnnn HAHA . saw baby's friends .
then we went to wisma the food republic there to slackkkkk
cause tiredddd
waited for koon and wan joo to comeeeee =DD
then we eat finish and went back to ang mo kioooooo already hahas. cause wan joo need go home alreadyyyy lalalals

then baby send me home . =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
10 plus reach home . =DDDDDDDD
awwwww .. this week met baby for one day only x(
cause baby have smth on tml x(
but nvm . today is a happy dayyyy =D

then when i reach home . mummy cook me instant noodles . and is spicy one x(
then i eat finish i go toilet and i asked mummy a stupid ques .
"mummy . ke yi da bian mah?"
HAHA stupid right ! cause i thought mummy still using the toilet to wash clothes HAHA
rahh damn stupid

I LOVE BABY ! =DDD

ツ 11:50 PM -
baby, dearest.

Friday, July 06, 2007;

lalalallas .
went to school todayyyyyyy
ytd went to see doctor in the evening !
wahahas .
feeling better already =D
lalalals .
yay !
but the doctor say im weakkkk LOL too heaty lalals =p
bleah .
school was boringggggggggg

i love my babyyyyyy !
its weekends again ! =DD

ツ 10:50 PM -
baby, dearest.

Thursday, July 05, 2007;

HOHO . im having a super pain stiff neck for 4 days already !
oh dear ! its hurting me !
i cant turn my neckkkkk x(
boohoo !
x( every night have to suffer under my mother's and father's hand massage and the super HOT ointment =.=
RAHH
pain pain pain x(
tonight is another suffering night . or maybe im going to visit the chinese physican.
OH MY GOD x(
got back my physics mid year revision quiz !
another disappointment for mr chan x(
hais .
i will work hard !
its just ALL my careless mistakes ! i know all the ques okay ! x(
lalalalas .
after school went to eat yoshinoya with jean and kai lin hahas !
walked around . went to popular . and then to montip .
hahas !
took 156 home and saw sean on the wayyyyy
my heart beat damn fast the moment i saw him lahs =.=
like so pai seh LOL . i sat at the very end of the bus and he sat the other end LOL!
mama just called me ! and she help me take number for the chinese physican already ! OMG im scared x(

ツ 6:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Tuesday, July 03, 2007;

nothing muchhhhhh
school was boring
head the back there pain x(
i dont know why too
rahhs .
i dont want think so muchhhhh
i'll just forgive and forget .
i dont want to be sensitive
i'll just be tactless .
if im always the one sweet talking and being thoughtful about it .
its like im loving myself and being in a relationship with myself !

wahahas .
guys are guys .
guys are love idiots .
no doubt mine too .
RAHH .
laziness brings you to no where .

and people . ! im back to who i am !
the super bubbly one ! =D
three cheers ! x))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRESIDENT NATHAN
HAPPY 2 MONTHS EILEEN AND PEIXIN
HAPPY 2 YEARS TO MY FRIEND'S FRIEND
SO MANY EVENTS hahas !

ツ 10:40 PM -
baby, dearest.

Monday, July 02, 2007;

AHHHHH
TODAY A BORING DAY .
WAKED UP AROUND 4AM .WENT BACK TO SLEEP
WAKE UP AT 8AM .
SLACK ON BED TILL 10AM
CLIMB DOWN OF BED AND READ MY LIT BOOK .
STUDIED PHYSICS
DONE SOME A MATHS .
LAZY DO CHEM

PLAYED WITH MY HAIR LIKE SIAO CHAR BOR .

yes, im gonna have breakdowns soooooooon
whats the use of saying things
words are just to please some one .
actions are used to show how you feel .
let me feel the love .
im getting numb each time .
what can i do .
i can only be understanding .
i can only forgive and forget .
what else .
sorry is not the pill or medicine to heal
sometimes . i just felt like im more blessed by others .
but who knows x(
someone asked me . "how long is ur longest relationship?"
hmms . i hate this question larhs
whats wrong with being popular with guys?
some guys are irritating okays .
i know ppl will say .
at least u have guys to irritate u . i dont have .
aiya . so whats wrong with all these guys thing
all i want is just a sweet long lasting relationship
but who will understanddddddd
i dont want other guys to move my hearttttt
i want that someone to sweet talk me and make my heart strongerrrr
ahhhhhhh dont want say already larhssssss
boreded

ツ 10:00 PM -
baby, dearest.

Sunday, July 01, 2007;

went to amk hub to meet vanessa . =DD
she gave me my globe globe and koala bears . and a kanga for yinghui =)
lalasl . ying hui came after that . then we went to mac to slack and wait for koon
went to town .
then met wan joo at taka .
after that . i walk vanessa to far east that bus stop . then i walked back aloneeeee rahhs .
felt damn lonely .
then a group of guys block my way on the way . they asked for my number . but i didnt give . and walked faster ahead .
reach taka . and meet ying hui and koon .
walked around .
was damn boring .
went back to amk central to meet up with others .
then i took 853 home ALONE around 7.30 or 8 .
=)

xie xie vanessa for that GLOBE =DD
very special and unique lahs =DD
hahas .

all you can say is sorry .
where are all the sweet talks .
lazy to think or say .
rahhs .
actions speaks louder than words lahs .

ツ 10:00 PM -
baby, dearest.

;

ahhs . went to cip today . =D
fun hahas .
ended at 9 plus .
hmms . after that went to town with baby .
saw alot of ppl . =D
not a nice day . hais .
went home early .
reach home awhile then went to bishan =D

end of day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL AND ALVIN =D

ツ 12:08 AM -
baby, dearest.