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Saturday, April 28, 2007;

ツ 2:54 PM -
baby, dearest.

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rahhssssssssss
its a saturday today .
ytd went to watch fracture at J8 . hmms .. quite alright lahs actually .
but he slept through the whole movie like nobody's business .
like what the hell?
he's the first one who slept throught the whole movie while watching movie with me .
maybe he's that tired . i don't care .
recently just damn pissed and agitated .
crazy mad girl .
IGNORANCE IS A BLISS .
my results are getting better i suppose .
but don't know why .
i just have no feelings to much things .
friendships .
they don't bother me . i don't bother them .
relationships .
i have no feelings towards his childishness and not understandings .
studies .
i studied and everything just goes into my mind . so like . i've nothing to worry about .
just have to practice maths and stuffs .
OH YA .
AND IM BROKE
SO FUCKED .
im stucked at home now .
i studied chemistry just now .
left the bases, akalis and salts thing to learn and figure out .
is like . what the hell . teacher did not teach clearly .
rahhs . im thinking alot .

sometimes . i wonder .
why can't we be a very sweet one .
why did i choose to make myself suffer so much silently .
i once told you . you didnt change much .
in fact i felt that u didint take my words importantly .
you just listen and heck care .
so what's the use for me to say it out ?
so pissed .
friends told me that .
"you're like . not no one is wooing you or what so ever.
why make urself suffer? why let your eyes so wet everytime?
where you can choose to smile and be filled with seet and happiness?"
ya . and this sentence make me felt so down .
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs

YOU FUCKING DAMN NO ASSHOLE BASTARD .

ツ 2:40 PM -
baby, dearest.

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hahas . saturday .
went out with hubby . after study .
met at 6 plus i think .
took bus to pasir ris . then reach pasir ris park around 7 .
sat at the beach . =D then walk around LOLS
i enjoyed =D is not a sad one =X
hahas . we climb the spider web like upteen times .
then hehes .
i made animations . so i'll upload =D

ツ 10:15 AM -
baby, dearest.

Thursday, April 26, 2007;

okay okay . firstly . i gotta congrats kellynn . she finally passed her 2.4 =D
with miss loo's help =D
16 mins plus plus
she got a silver *claps*
hmms .. then rahhs . im down and emo
so fucked up with alot of things
so damn pissed with bitches
recently im doing maths with no stress .
i do it like as if the maths is so fun .
hur hur .
i got my e maths trigo for 23/30
and my a maths retest . i got 19/30 but . because is a retest . i got 15/30 afterall
so which is not bad . cuz my test got 11/30 only
so ya .
hmms .. blah blah blah
exams coming real fast .
=)

ツ 10:43 PM -
baby, dearest.

Sunday, April 22, 2007;

IM EMO .
RAHHS .
u don't do what you say .
u don't understand me well .
u're selfish .
u're not sweet .
u're mind are not full of ideas to make me laugh .
i don't want to be the one to always entertain u .
i want you to make me laugh .
u're not the one who console me .
don't wait till love turns to hatred .
im totally pissed .
u said you will change .
yes u did . but . sometimes . u just throw your attitude .
u're so into bball than to in me .
i felt so .. lost .
i don't know .
i just know that ima silly girl .
so silly .
i just broke down and cry .
you don't trust me at all .

oh wells .
todae stayed at home . =D study n do homework .
woke up at 11 . started doing homeworks .
then hmms . 2pm . went to nap =D
my eye bags and dark eye rings are going to be vanishing =D
hohohohos .
went to eat dinner with family at hougang plaza . to visit my relative .
then blah blah blah .
family and relative suan me x(
they say im short becuz im shorter than my cousins and sister who are younger than me
x(
someone said i shrink ! eeeeeee ! damn damn
then fine nvm hurmphs
went to hougang mall to shop =D
daddy bought watch for me and sister =D hehex .
nice nice okaes .
each $89 i think hehex
post the photo of my watch next time =D hehex

ツ 10:00 PM -
baby, dearest.

Saturday, April 21, 2007;

oh my love .
u made a new promise . a new promise of a new start .
a fresh start .
i trust that its the truth .
baby . i love u .

hmms ... 20th . !
happy one month amelia lim and chan yuen tuck ! hahas .
friday .
happy birthday BENJAMIN GOR GOR =D
hehex .
after school was like so so so busy xD
i accompany hui wen baby to hougang plaza de kopitiam eat =D
after that . went to Long John Silver to find benjamin =D actually wan pei him eat de . but hubby ask me to pei him too hahas =X
so next time then pei benjamin =D hmms .. went to LJS to WISH him happy birthday . after that . bash him =X hehex
went to look for hubby . hahas . pei him go punggol cc there wait for him play bball . then erms .
bibianna also there . she like no mood LOLS . then i pei her talk =D
hahas .
after that . pei hubby go home . he bath then . went to my hse .
and i bath =D
after that . went to eat beehoon =D nice nice .
after that . took bus to amk .
hubby and his friends played pool .
i played awhile LOLS .
then very tired x(
cabbed home =D

21st .
done maths in the morning .
after that . went to meet hubby at the bee hoon stall again .
he ate alot ! omg . so horrible lols .
hahas . took bus to junction 8 .
watched WILD HOGS =D
SO CUTE AND FUNNY U NOE ! =D
hehex .
hubby laughed like crazy !
hmms .. hui wen so bitchy x(
she was at J8 too ! bus she say she went to amk or where where ! x(
hmms . lalalalals . im so happy that he changed back to my happy happy lovable hubby =D
rahhhhhhhhhhh
actually want to go pasir park after the show .
but . sit the bus so long . bus 58 . haven reach there .
so like stopped halfway . and went to take bus to hubby's hse .
uh huhs .
buy food n slacked at hubby's hse .
he had a headache so i gotta take a cab home hees =)

ツ 11:30 AM -
baby, dearest.

Thursday, April 19, 2007;

rahhs .
2 test per day hur .
rahhs .
i dunno how well im gonna score x(
rahhs . im worried .
rahhs rahhs .
im going crazy
todae ran 2.4 =D 16 plus .
thanks millie babe . kai lin baby . jean bahbeh =D
they accompanied me through the last part of my run =D
my ears are pain . x(
dunno why .
hmms .. then had a eng compre test . i hope i can do well =)
rahhs
im going crazy
rahhs

ツ 8:45 PM -
baby, dearest.

Monday, April 16, 2007;

RAHH IM SO PISSED OFF .
IM SO STRESS !
IM LIKE SO FUCKING STRESS
AND URE LIKE SO EFFING CHILDISH AND NOT UNDERSTANDING?
WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE YOU?
sometimes i wonder .
why did i chose u .
sometimes i just dun wanna care bout ur nonsence .
i just need some sweetness from you to make me smile .
just once .
one smile will relieve me .
is it so difficult to do ?
ure so chidlish .
so not understanding
it gives me more stress . don't u noe?
NOW . I DUN CARE WHETHER URE DOWN OR WHATSOEVER
I WANT TO DO WELL IN MY STUDIES
IF URE STUDIES AINT GUD . THEN DUN AFFECT ME .
I WANT TO STUDY N SCORE WELL !
i know u have ur bball thing for ur future .
but have u ever thought of my future?
ure selfish .
u always give me presents late .
im very particular with presents and surprises
every girls love surprises . love presents .
even just small little keychain or anything will be like so great .
hais .

just so oh like . todae is like so fucking stress .
chem is like oh my oh my then lester say he found my chemistry pratical workbook !
OMG LAHS . is in his locker ! so damn?
then i finally figure out and understand the chemical equations at the end of lesson .
tml doing pratical =D
hmms .. e maths test . I FEEL GOOD !
i can do all questions !
chinese test got 26/50
HOW PATHETIC HUR .
im so damn pissed off with that bloody chinese teacher ! rahhs ! always give me so low marks !
then blah blah blah . have history make up lesson
is quite gud actually =X

after that . went to eat at rp kfc with charmaine . amelia . jia qi . jean and vanessa hahas .
saw millie and kai lin . hui wei . hui jie and vincent there =D
hohohos .
funny things happened there =X
LAUGHED TILL FACE TOTALLY RED LIKE TOMATO =D
then vincent pei me wait for bus n took same bus with me =D

I THINK IM GOING CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

ツ 10:40 PM -
baby, dearest.

Sunday, April 15, 2007;

oh oh wells .
napfa ! passed all stations .
sit ups - 28 (B)
standing broad jump - 159 (D)
inclined pull ups - 17 (A)
shuttle run - 11.8 (B)
sit and reach - 46 (A)
so like i got 20 points for these 5 stations .
and i gotta buck up on my 2.4 x(
hais .
im so stressed up with studies !
and YOU!
stop acting like a baby
childish big man .
rahhs
so fucked fucked fucked .
i watched one show yesterday . 11.30pm .
and i felt some similarity in me and those 5 girls .
ima silly girl too .

IM GOING CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I'LL BREAK DOWN AND CRY ONE DAY .

ツ 7:00 PM -
baby, dearest.

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this is my gan didi . cute hur =D
everytime henry send me his photo by MMS i'll smile =D hahas
thanks henry =D

ツ 6:36 PM -
baby, dearest.

Thursday, April 12, 2007;

RAHHS ! im going crazy okaes !!!!
a maths and e maths just make me go OH SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO RAHHHHHH!
todae was a horrible and terrible one !
FIRST THING !
in the morning . i just reach school !
I saw the band members CRYING .
eyes so red nose too .
uh huh . then had flag raising and went back to the classrooms .
2nD !!!
e maths ! the mr tan ! im so freaking PISS !!!
u know u know !!! omg luhs !!!
is like . im so pissed with his teaching already . so fast yet didnt make sure that we understand the questions !
he only gave equations and answers .
he only explains one or 2 times . and some pepple are still HUH?
hmms .. i told him that i don't know how to do one question in my homework .
he said " what happened? "
i said " i donno how to do !"
then he JUST WALKED AWAY !
HOW COULD HE !!!
afterthat . i was like WHAT THE HELL?
arghs !
I WAN MR TAN KEN JIN BACK ! U KNOW U KNOW
3rd !!!!
chinese lesson .
having a chinese test .
that teacher wanted 7 rows . but we're seating 8 rows . with some empty seats .
she wants us to move to acheive her 7 rows . if we dont move she wont let us start our test ! WTH?
uh huh . and we moved .
it was 9am already . and she wrote on the board . 8.55am starting time !
so purposely !
urghs !
4th !
H&F .
i run like crazy woman . the weather was hot .
there was no wind . it isnt a gud day to run ! x(
and i had a timing of 18mins++
my leg felt so numb . i have stiches in my stomach .
my tummy hurts . my hand hurts becuz of the inclined pull up ytd !
i've done 25 of it .
i cried after the run . omg x(
mrs wendy tan walked pass me and said " eh are you okay? don't always cry after your run "
cause last year i cried too =X
aww .. im such a cry baby x(
went back to class and had social studies and RECESS
i looked into the mirror and saw big swollen and red eyes x(
after recess . i di siao ppl =D
so much fun =X
i keep bullying justin . hohohos =X
lalalalalalals .
after school . cabbed home with kang yi and valerie . =D
uh huhs . so like i reached home earli . i started on the maths homework that damn teacher gave .
is like OMG . i kept on getting the incorrect answer !
how damn ! arghs !
i will ask charmaine or denise to teach me tml =D
hehex .
TOMORROW IS THE ACTUAL 5 stations !
wish me luck peeps !
hehex

ツ 10:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Monday, April 09, 2007;

OH DEAR ! IM SO PISSED AND ANGRY for mr spencer ng !
he's accused !
by ms chan and mr chan .
mr ng just saw a gal in our school when he is on the way to sch .
then fetch her to sch on the way . it is coincidence only !
mr ng is well known to be friendly .
almost half the sec fours have his number .
but why mus the 2 ppl pick on the gal purposely?
jealous or wad ?
mr ng is accused of having an affair with that girl .
how stupid
a silly conclusion .
so angry ! arghs !
blah blah shit school .

hmms . recently . quite a few things happened .
nearly break down . but . managed it
hmms .. chem test only got 9/30 x(
hais .
pathetic hur . i gotta BUCK UP ! wth ! arghs !

ツ 11:29 PM -
baby, dearest.

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so like . there's photos as promised =D hehex

ツ 9:07 PM -
baby, dearest.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007;

oh dear oh dear .
very long never came to blog =X
hmms.
nothing much actually .

1st april . i was fooled 3 times !
really fooled ! then i went to fool some ppl =D
then had tuition in the morning =D
after that . went to my cousin's house becuz her babies are `1 month old =D
so cute u noe !! so small size =D
then i took a heart shaped balloon home =D
so cute n nice =D
i will post the photos =D

blah blah blah .
i learnt to fold the ferrero rocher rose =D
thanks jasmine =D
erms . then watch a very funny skit by some drama clubs on monday . assembly
and we swop monday's lesson to tuesday's
=D
lalalalalas .
so messy uhs .
so like . there's alot of test coming up .
i jus had my chemistry test todae =D
then tml have A maths test and eng functional writing test .
uh huhs .
monday . samuel went to compass to meet me =D
pei me buy things then went to my hse . then i put down my bag . and went to central with him
cuz he wanna buy lobster for me =D
BUT . we didnt buy . CUZ the lobster they sell in the shop are disgusting n horribly BIG ! =X
then i keep eeeee-ing in the shop =X

and hubby tuesday gave me a bottle of honey =D so sweet bitter n sour =X
then went to his house . wait for him to bath finish
after that . he accompanied me to the optical shop at serangoon to check my eyes =D
the aunty say im alright ! and i can wear lens =D

todae wednesday . ran 2km . had pe by miss loo .
my 2 km timing is 15 plus .. or 16 =)
then do 3 sets of 10 . push up . crunches .
single tug n double tug jumps .
water break and OMG . shuttle run . and standing broad jump !!
so tiring !
then after tat . we had some relaxing thing to do .
miss loo carried me LOLS . as in piggyback me luhs =D
then she have to bend down or so .
then went home !
omg . so tired !
accompany valerie to drink bubble tea . then went home .

ツ 7:50 PM -
baby, dearest.