a sweet wonderland. -

Saturday, September 30, 2006;

juz step out of hse then RAIN POUR DOWN . ! OMG OMG OMG .
then bo bian .. meet josiirlyn going to be late ler .. so walk in the rain to reach mrt loh ... meet city hall mrt station .
josiirlyn late !
went to eat KFC . to eat hehex
after that jiu walk walk lohs .. then think we walk to suntec .. watch movie .. but on the way .. saw kang yi wan ling n guys lols ..
then went to talk to them awhile ..
they watch stay alive .. then chong cai . louis . josiirlyn n me watch a movie i dunno title =X
but got jackie chan n a cute cute baby xD
SUPER SUPER CUTE LOL ..
got some touching parts too xD
baobeix josiirlyn cried x(
then late ler .. about 7 plus ..
went to the fountain there ..
then chong cai n louis ZI LIAN lols .. use my phone keep take photo xD
not gonna post them . cuz is their privacy . x)
josiirlyn wan to eat ice cream .. then went to 7 eleven to buy LOL .. SO BIG TUB =X
but she manage to finish =.= OMG OMG OMG
lols ... went home alone around .. 11 .. reach home at 11.45 LOL

nice day ! xD

ツ 11:20 PM -
baby, dearest.

Friday, September 29, 2006;

The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can t seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won t hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now,
but give in
If you gave me, one chance
to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won t live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance
to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand
and look in your eyes and ya know,
I d never let you go

The way, you left me on the train
I don t know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can t believe we d never dance
I just need one chance
to share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won t hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now,
but give in
If you gave me, one chance
to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won t live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance
to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand
and look in your eyes and ya know,
I d never let you go

If you gave me, one chance
to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won t live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance
to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand
and look in your eyes and ya know,
I d never let you go

ツ 3:15 PM -
baby, dearest.

;

ENGLISH END OF YEAR PAPER .
paper 1
wrote bout honesty . lols . one word compo ques .
then letter writing is comparison between two departmental stores .
paper 2
passage A & B are about marriages . child marriages lolx .
erms .. passage B is more difficult =)
overall . both papers are alright xD

leave the classroom n RUSHED to see mrs sankar xD
so funny .
i went to the staffroom to search for her . and she was at the general office n foyer waiting for me LOL =X

but in the end . she came up to the staff room LOL . she trust me n gave me my 3 marks xD from 17/25 to 20/25 for mensuration test xD
i love mrs sankar too xD
she marked my trigonometrical test n i scored FULL marks xD
30/30
and therefore . my CA marks change from 59 to 76.1 ! A1 xD
im so damn happy n high lahs LOL . lalalals ..

reach home n im waiting for ppl to come my hse =.=

watch LITTLE MAN . then erms . went to val hse to play candles xD lalalalas
quite fun hees ..
but veh hot !
went back to val hse then veh hungry .. ate TOMYAM instant noodles =.=
MORE HOT OMG OMG OMG
then went home xD

sorry for my attitude x( forgive me forgive me hees ..

ツ 2:46 PM -
baby, dearest.

Thursday, September 28, 2006;

lessons r boring xD
had trigo retest during reflection period xD
class was noisy lahs ..
PW ..nth much to do . went to library . hees then all girls suspect tat mrs tan take the classroom key to search our bags for hp . OMG .
then went back to class .. we saw ..

so nice ehs . ? the small little square paper lols .. with a magnetic smiley xD
and MRS WENDY TAN IS THE SANTA lolx .
happy children's day too xD
wad a sweet teacher .
asked ms norlina to bring us out . then she do this in class SECRETLY lols .
n we're so bad to guess that she might check our bags ! we're so bad lahs ! aiyos .
wan see wad she wrote for me? LOL
sound abit sacarstic lahs . but is her concern =)

hees . we took a class photo to show our appreciation to her xD

aren't we sweet too? LOl =pPp
aww .. I LOVE YOU MRS WENDY TAN . N WE'RE SORRY FOR GUESSING U'RE BAD =X

after school .. went compass .. buy rubber bands xD n some things to eat at home xD
then reach home eat eat xD .
around evening . dickson pass me compre that he photocopied for me . so nice of him x)
i take ler . then go home sleep =X
wake up n do . hees .. at night call him for ans lalalas .
tomorrow is the english end of year xD .

good luckkkkkkkkk everyoneeeeeeee . =)

ツ 10:40 PM -
baby, dearest.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006;

morning . felt so so so tired . bath then went to meet valerie . lols .
took bus 136 to sch . then walked to sch . on the way saw zhi ying LOl .
blahs . lessons are boring .
my stomach wasnt feeling veh well .
whole body felt so weak .
face abit pale ><

took bus home . blahs .
reach home nth to do ><
study ><>

felt like im thinking of the impossibles ?
im trying to get over u .
the short memories will be kept in my heart . bottom of my heart . it will .

ツ 8:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006;

boring school days x(
nth much blahs .

i miss u . i really do .
life without u . is really boring .
words from my bottom of my heart .
im still loving u .
hais.

ツ 11:05 PM -
baby, dearest.

Sunday, September 24, 2006;

morning got tuition . tuition was fine LOl .
tuition teacher wants me to inform him bout singapore de programmes =.= like fireworks n lantern festivals LOL .
he is so sua ku lahs opps =X

hmms . 1pm finish tuition then 1.20pm rush out of hse lols .. so hot lahs the weather OMG .
saw hong sheng at serangoon mrt .
he's waiting for amelia n valerie to come . take the train with us to dhoby ghaut LOl .
he sound so alone . =.=

went to orchard and was mad mad n sot sot lols . craps n such .
far east so nice lols . but then went to eat burger king first .
lols . amelia was so hungry =.=
SHOPPING xD
walked around far east . blahs . saw nth nice LOl .
went to a shop . made me scared of going far east so much lols .
the aunty say untill try ler mus buy like tat . not nice wad . buy for wad .
wth . she looked like a witch =X
i was really scared . ! =X

then after that shop . went out of far east LOL . went bugis .
bugis changed . amelia said LOL
it changed to have more elegant n formal clothings .
=X
i found my JEANS SKIRT xD
i LOVE valerie . ! muack muack muack . amelia TOO *HUGS*

then amelia n I go one shop . i buy jeans n she buy shorts LOL . jeans shorts lahs . =X
so nice LOl . omg omg omg the aunty is a nice n friendly person =)
then dunno y val de specs spoil . OMG .
then she called her daddy to fetch her . aiyos . my dear valerie .
then we held her hand n pei-ed her wait for daddy at taxi stand . lols .
a friend in need is a friend indeed yea . LOL

went to take 80 home with amelia hees .
listened to songs n chatted lols .
a nice chat =)

i love amelia n valerie xD

places i went . make me flash back . those scenes . we've been to before .
the first time we met n went out .
someone asked me . do i still like u .
i thought . asking my own heart .
there's still feelings .
missing u sometimes .
but was wondering do u still feel the same ?
i know its pointless thinking ..

ツ 11:40 PM -
baby, dearest.

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LOL . done this when im bored x)

ツ 8:05 PM -
baby, dearest.

Friday, September 22, 2006;

firstly . HAPPY BURFDAE SUPHON LIAO JIN JIE =)
n sorry we didnt buy u a present becuz we didnt noe todae was ur burfdae till the boys tell us .

tml is zhi qi's n shan ying's burfdae .
but we clebrate it todae =)

every morning's assembly are boring ~
announcements n warnings . OMG
PW . think ms norlina is really mad at us for handing in late late n super late assignments =X
chinese . OMG .. took back our papers we did ytd . lols . yuan lao shi marked super fast LOl .
46/70 not bad lahs =X
recess . went down to canteen to eat . was really hungry .
hmms . went back to classroom and then gave zhi qi the burfdae present lols .
she's touched =X .
she had her small little lovely burfdae cake too .

nice ehs ? cute little mouse LOl .
lols . blahs .
eng . ms joseph is mad lols .
asked us to sing 3 burfdae songs for suphon . zhi qi . shang ying lols .
but was funny x)
went for music lessons . duh ~ . was boring . lols ..
5 mins early dismiss .
decided to go kang yi's hse
play block catching LOL .. but .. we went in diff group .
kang yi . amelia . valerie . jean and elleen reach first .
zhi qi . wan ling . valerie . reach later .
kai lin n yin xian came .
suphon . hong bin . zhi ying . han yi . wee lun . vernier . chong beng
10 gurls 8 boiis .
lols .. for the first time we play together lols .
had FUN . ! blocks . stairs . lifts .
wan ling n I didnt play but we join in somehow . we walk walk walk to search for them LOl .
laughters .
then decided to play ice n freeze . OMG .. in bball court . SO HOT lahs . under the BIG sun in the afternoon =.=
face super red . omg . ran here n there lols .
rest ~!
zhi qi treat all of us bottles of mineral water hees . muacks .
everyone gave her a kiss on her cheek hees .
blah blah blah played played played . till 5pm plus plus plus .
walked home with val hees .

a playful n sweaty day lols . nice !
pics .

ツ 7:16 PM -
baby, dearest.

Thursday, September 21, 2006;

geo . nth much lahs . listen to a aunty standing infront of classroom .
chi . took a test lols .. didnt study much . blahs . felt so sleep x(
IT . played ~ nth much to learn also . video editing .
I WAN FIND A VIDEO EDIT PROGRAMME BADLY .
recess . stayed in class .
eng . listen to ms joseph speaking . her lessons are always so fun x)
math . discuss bout revisions .

after school . went to hougang mall to buy zhi qi 's burfdae present x)
a glass bottle OMG . inside got messages . lols
we one by one write our own message okaes . so nice lols n swit of us =X
wan ling . millie . kang yi . n me plus hong bin .
though hong bin didnt write much . but at least he shared the amount with us lols =X
decided to go kang yi 's hse to slack as we dun wanna go home so early =X
play play play
7pm reach home hees .

my day .

ツ 11:50 PM -
baby, dearest.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006;

is a wednesday morning again xD
walk to val's hse then take 136 to millie house bus stop .
kang yi came . followed by wan ling lols .. millie plan the meet up n we didnt noe =.=
blahs . todae mrs wenday tan bluffed us .. say she gonna have some checks .. but the whole dae .. she didnt >.<
got back our practical test . xD
i got 12/15 hees
whole class pass =) *claps*
rahh . test n test n test coming all x(

after sch . took 82 bus home .

HAPPY BURFDAE DADDY . ! xD

as long as u're happy . i will too =)

ツ 9:40 PM -
baby, dearest.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006;

A single tear
To drown the Pain
Built up with fear
I go insane

The anger, the hate
Its deep down inside
Pretend to be great
While true feelings subside

Pacing with thought
I think to myself
While my true feeling i sought
Its just hurting my health

Your in my mind
Its making me cry
You left me behind
Just ready to die

The truth and the lies
Its all the same
I see in your eyes
You think its a game

A roll of the die
You left in a whim
I asked myself why
I am so dim

How could I let you
Break me apart
A dagger in my back
And right through my heart

I drop to my knees
With the shatter of my soul
Filled with un-ease
I'll never be whole.

ツ 7:00 PM -
baby, dearest.

Monday, September 18, 2006;

was pissed by teachers n people.
was quiet in sch .
wad a day .. rain
walked in the rain again . no one bring umbrella this time ehs .
went to kfc to eat .
blahs .

went home . slept .

got back checkup report .
nth much .
juz needa built a stronger immune system .

wad a terrible feeling .

ツ 6:15 PM -
baby, dearest.

Sunday, September 17, 2006;

stayed at home . 4.30 tuition til 6.30
tuition tcher dunno y suddenly pulled my ear =.=
didnt scold me todae so kind too lols ..
done with my day =)

clear my doubts please .

ツ 9:59 PM -
baby, dearest.

Saturday, September 16, 2006;

went to cut hair .. then erms . went home ..
around 2.30 .. went to punggol end alone . hurhur.
reach there at 3pm .
sat down .
then benjamin msg me ask me where i am .
reply back then no reply =.=
3.30pm he came punggol end too =.= scare me
blahs . thx for ur accompany . though u're sickening n irritating =)

rain ! run to the bus stop . so cold >.<
headache in the bus plus the bus got water drip down =.=
reach home . n mummy ask me have i eaten .
and i think think think n realise i didnt eat the whole dae >.<

now still waiting for mummy to be ready n go out eat dinner >.<

happy burfdae to eugene n serene =)

ツ 8:40 PM -
baby, dearest.

;

dropping tears every now n then .
still cant get over u ?
i tot i already did .
but i didnt want much from u

juz want u to let me stay by ur side . let me accompany u n make n happy n smile everyday .
bring ur listening ear will be enuff for me .

asking all these ques with no ans . hais .

ツ 11:50 AM -
baby, dearest.

Friday, September 15, 2006;

firstly .. im sorry for my abnormal self ..
yesterday mood was horrible .. lols ..
IT lesson .. blahs ..
after sch went home .

TODAE
SORRY FOR ABNORMAL SELF again
thanks for ppl who cares for me
after sch .. raining .. then bo bian .. onli wan ling bought umbrella ..
but then .. is so small =.= .. so val .. kang yi .. millie n me walked to bus stop loh ..
drench .. blahs ..
took 82 bus to kang yi's hse .. walk under the rain again .. lols ..
.. put down bag n change to slippers .. was so funny .. val n i exchange one of kang yi's slippers .....one big orange n one small white .. LOL .. SO SLIPPERY .. went to mac to eat .. heex... we took ALOT of sauces .. lols ..
rest at kang yi hse then val went home around 2 plus .. then 3pm .. went down with wan ling to pei jeffery eat lunch =.=
went back to kang yi hse at 4.04 pm lols .. jeffery walked us to ky hse .. so nice =)
i became the barbie doll again =.= they tied pleads on my hair LOL ..
blahs .. so nice of ky .. but ruin my wan ling =.=
lalalalals ... went home around 6.30pm ..

headaches n slight fever >.<

ツ 11:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006;

weeeeeeeeeeee first time experience ROCK CLIMBING .. !
SO NICE N FUN xD
reach sch in the morning .. YAWNS .. 7.30 mus reach .. then teacher late =.= 7.45 then come ..
say dun have bus to go >.<
ask us to take taxi go xD but sch pay lahs =X
on the taxi .. sandy sit infront so quiet... amelia n val sit beside me LOL ..
we mad one .. SING in taxi .. as if taxi driver invisible LOL ..
taxi cost us $23 =.= .. we're the first one xD cuz we first to get taxi LOL ..
waited for others .. but decided to go into the indoor climbing place .. we all was like .. WOAH .. lols ..
sound so sua ku ehs? =X
saw one trainer .. name LIM .. SO CUTE lols ..
hair pom pom wan .. look like clown .. but dye curly hair .. is brown .. with some highlights .. LOL .. nice ~ has tongue n lip piercing .. talk like short tongue like tat .. got jiu wo LOl ..
then the other 2 .. one fierce fierce strict strict .. another nice nice n kind kind =D
the fierce fierce malay .. he juz click me n pull me to climb =.= so fierce .. >.<
then i CLIMB N REACH THE TOP xD
slide down =X cuz first time mah lols ..
then pair up with sandy .. n go climb other walls LOL .. nice nice =D
but hand ache >.<

ahhs ... 10.30 .. change into uniform .. take bus back to sch .. 11.20 reach sch .. mr reduan so kind .. let us dun go for flag raising .. then let us have 15 mins in canteen to eat =D
then went up to classroom .. lols .. blah blah blah .. lessons ..
eng ppl ppl seh seh one .. hui wen .. tcher caught her slping .. then tcher ask her to SIT up .. she STAND UP .. lols ... LMAO =X
so cute lahs lols ..

geo test 15 n half / 25 .. =)

after sch .. took bus 82 .. NO AIR CON OMG .. 2nd bus arghs .. then suan ler ..
reach home .. sweat alot =.=
watch tv .. n use com xD

my nice nice day =D

forget the relationship we had n be back wad we are like last time . u mind? =)

ツ 11:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006;

had PE todae .. arghs .. run run run run finish jiu feel like vomiting >.<
then rest awhile ..=/
do gynastics.. i think is like this spell ehs? LOL
so funny ^^ balancing ur body weight . xD
home econs was so damn funny too .. miss lai had a mad temper today .
guess she come mens =X
some of us didnt write the amount of ingredients then she can make a joke that make us ROLL ON FLOOR LAUGHING xD
went back to class .. maths >.<>
got back test results xD

statitics - 22/25
mensuration - 17/25

stomach suddenly pain >.<
change into unifrom .. then have science .. blahs .. so wu liao .. do experiment of pulse =.= blahs ..
tcher make us walk down n walk up again .. cuz we're noisy =.= felt like primary sch ehs?
reflection .. yuan lao shi so kind again .. LOL .. played songs from laptop .. let us rest n sleep awhile =)
blahs ..
go bus stop there .. wait for 82 bus .. 3 no air con de .. pass by .. then i was so hot todae ... dun wan take no air con de ..
waited for the 4th bus .. haix .. is as good as no air con bus =.= .. so mani people .. so squeezy .. hot . !

blahs ..
had headache n went to slp .. =)

ツ 9:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Monday, September 11, 2006;

not feeling well todae x(
didnt go sch =p

u dun feel sad?
u dun feel hurt?

will u ever miss me so badly?
will u ever drop a pitiful tear for me?

feelings all gone or plain tiredness?

ツ 8:40 AM -
baby, dearest.

Sunday, September 10, 2006;

dun wanna hide anymore ..
i've cried before todae ..
this whole week ..
cried more then 3 times .
felt so down .
doubt u cared much bout me

u're tired .. me too
it is hard to be understanding too .

so tired of getting so down..
so tired of waiting ur late replies .. or ur no replies ..
so tired of missing you always
so tired of being so understanding
so tired of trying to understand u but u kept it to urself always .

i've sense that u're kinda tired of this relationship the travel..
and everything

not ur fault .. is juz my own fault to fall in love with a devil .

wad a nice day todae ..
10th sunday . 1 month . end of holidaes.
wad a nice present u gave
a bottle . 30 stars . a devil bottle cap
30 days together .. n the devil u will be todae .

maybe u aint serious at all .
if u do . think seriously again .
if u decided to change ur mind . tell me
cuz im serious .

ツ 9:10 PM -
baby, dearest.

Saturday, September 09, 2006;

yesterday went to kang yi hse to do geo project .. then kana molest by kang yi's violent brother ..
nearly raped by valeire.. horrible gurl ..
>.<
no mood
todae spent the day doing the geo articles .. finally done ..
2 to 6 lols .. so long OMG .. =X

MOOD SWING

y mus u always be the one . hais .

ツ 7:25 PM -
baby, dearest.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006;

YAWNS .. so tired >.<
9am wake up =.= then 10am go meet wan ling to meet her n giv her my lit draft ..
erm .. then meet val n kang yi at mrt there also
then .. went to dhoby ghaut .. ate KFC ..
kang yi CHAO AH LIAN =X
after KFC .. went to shop shop lols .. val change clothes super slow >.<
after DHOBY .. we went to ORCHARD .. walk walk around .. go to find amelia .. lols ..
she hugged me tight tight xD
went off to FAR EAST .. lols .. val spent all her money ler ..
she spent all her money before she goes bugis lOl ..
but then we still went to bugis .. becuz .. kang yi wans to buy her BAG BAG lols ..
blahs .. saw alina .. n senior audrey lols ..
lalallas ..
i wan buy skirt but i wan de design dun have my size =.=
have my size de no nice =.=

blah blah blahs ..

i MISS you xD

ツ 7:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006;

wake up then meet val at kovan 1.30 .. went to mac to study lols ... but it was quite full ..
but found a small n cozy corner =.=
the table was too small for us .
so we had no mood to study n we order things to eat =X
chat chat chat ... around 3 plus ler .. so we decided to pack up n walk around heartland mall lols ..
went to a toy shop n valerie seems to love barbie dolls ehs? lols

found a cute cute soft toy soccer ball .. then buy it for devil xD
cuz the present i wanna do for him not ready =X
lalalalalalalalas
valerie is jealous ! =X
she snatch my soccer ball >.<
then we walk walk walk ... play play play LOL .. blahs ..

she dun wanna return it to me >.<

blahs .. lols .. around 5 plus plus jiu went home ler xD
l.alalalals .. reach home then around 7 go down my hse downstairs to meet hubby xD
hubby look shuai shuai xD burfdae boii hehex
the soccer ball too big lols cannot sqeeuze into the bag =X
lalallas ...

happy burfdae devil xD
wo ai ni =)

ツ 6:36 PM -
baby, dearest.

Monday, September 04, 2006;

stayed at home ... arranged n clean my study table lols ..
so dusty >.<
make my bed =D
done my eng book trails .. ate instant noodles .. watched tv ..

hais .
u always let me worry =/

ツ 9:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Sunday, September 03, 2006;

went to marina square with hubby ..
then meet his jie jie ..
walk walk around .. go dhoby ghaut ..
went home xD
went to toa payoh with family buy shoes xD

blahs .. took taxi home

done my day =X

ツ 10:50 PM -
baby, dearest.

Friday, September 01, 2006;

rahh . ! 11 took 156 then val aboard the bus .. then changed bus .. 88 .. went to sch .. cuz kang yi found her wallet =D
mr wee asked her to claim todae =.=
she didnt wear uniform . but then the security guard dun allow her to go in .. wth .. todae no sch still need wear sch unifrom juz to claim her lost wallet ? !
then wan ling n millie went to verify her presence in the sch ..
they meet us at the 82-bus stop hehes ..
buay tahan VALERIE lahs .. her stella illness cant be cured ..
SPLIT PERSONALITIES lols ..
took 87 to bedok int .. SO LONG .. nearly fell asleep .. headache in bus omg x(
reach bedok int .. they bully me .. =(
dun allow me to eat there .. then took 197 to east coast there .. while walking in .. they let me eat chicken rice =D
cuz i keep nagging im hungry =D
eat finish jiu go east coast =DDD ..
rent roller blades .. then weeeeeeeeeee~
val dun noe how to blade .. so we stay by her side n taught her hees ..
im taught by professions .. so i taught her wad my coasch taught me =D
she learnt abit .. but after an hour .. she buay tahan .. leg stepped on lemon .. then went back .. in this state ..

quite pathetic ehs ? =p photo taken by ME =D
she rent bike .. lols .. sher face changed =.= so happy suddenly ..
then my stomach suddenly pain .. wan go poo poo
then blade to toilet lols ..
thinking of how i go into the toilet in roller blades? LOL
TAKE OFF .. ! then val lend me her slippers .. imagine.. socks .. n slippers lols .. japan japan japan =X
so funny lahs then continued blade .. but the skates is not tat tight .. then didnt blade well ..
fell down x(
sat down n rest .. then took photos lols ..

sit in the middle of road to tighten it ..
continued .. BUT .. still felt weird with the skates .. FELL
FELL FELL 3 to 4 times ler =(
BUTT PAIn x(
then finally . ! skate back to return .. ahh ~ my legs sore lols
then while walking to the beach to play water ..
saw JOEL GOR GOR .. JUSTIN GOR GOR .. SHU LING DA SAO and JIA YAN jie jie .. xD
they having bbq .. class gathering ..
then they ask me to look for them later lols .. i didnt play water .. dun feel like .. =p
a group of guys ask me to help them take photo .. group photo =.=
then so funny lahs them lols ..
blahs ..
then went to look for gor gor they all .. chit chat =D
ling they all want bath ler .. then i change onli lols ..
wen to mac to eat .. then went to take silly photos .. lolx ..
lazy upload =p
went to lend plastic bags from gor gor they all .. then blah blah blah .. took bus home .. hees ..
tired but fun dae . !

ツ 11:50 PM -
baby, dearest.