rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh went to vivooooo with ameliaaaaaaa was damn lazy and tired in the morning then blah blah rushed to mrt to meet ameliaaaa =p saw sean from bowen at mrt station hahas then erms . went to vivo to eat long johnnnnnnnn then blah blah . shoppppppp ying hui and his friends cameeeeethen ehs . shoppppppppppppppppp they went to eati accompany amelia to shop then sent her to mrt and went to look for ying hui and his friendssssss then shopppppppppp then went to somerset . centre point to look for the other ppllllllllhohos . blah blah blah . eileeeeeeen is my new girlfrienddddddd loleileen poh =phmms . then ehs . went to takaaaaaaaaawan joo went homeeeeeeeeethen blah blah blah . took mrt to amk then got a group of childish "bengs" im fucked up with themmmmmmjasmine came in at donno which stop before the "bengs" hahas sat with her . sat opposite of yu zhe and ying hui lols lalasl . then the ah beng is like sitting beside me =.=so di siao . then amk stop . i stand up and walk towards ying hui . they like so shock LOLS !damn childish and fucked up hahasthen went homeeeeeeeeee took 24 =DGIRLS LOVE ME LOVE ME =ppauline baby is going sentosa with meeeeeee =phappy birthday sean =)
ツ 11:50 PM -
baby, dearest.
hohohos !28th . HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA ! woke up at 11am . went over to her house with kang yi and wan ling lalalalas . was late hahas . all girlssssstheres valerie . elleen . millie . kang yi . wan ling . charmaine . vanessa . kai lin . zhi qi . and erm i think no more . plus me HOHOS =p lalalalalas . watched silent hilllllllll was like so OMG ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhthen after that went to hougang mall with amelia . she treated us long john fries hohohoslalalalas . then i took bus 74 to amk to find my babyyyyy llalalas . then got 3 boys 1 girls sit infront of me . one of the guy wants my number and i didnt give and the funny thing is we can chat like we know each other . they crack jokes with me ehs . like so haha? meet vanessa from sgss lols . bring her to LAN to meet ppl then blah blah blah . 8 plus then eat dinner with babyyyyyy lalalals . went homeeeeee =D29th ! happpy birthdayyyyy walter ! =Dstayed at home =D read the lit book . curious incident of the dog . 40 pages only x( i will finish 50 pages by today =D or more if i can =D hohohoooooooooooooos projects im startinggggggg =D
ツ 6:00 PM -
baby, dearest.
RAHHS . SO LIKE . ON THE 25TH went back to school to collect report book . and the day passes by fasttttlalals . we did a dry cleaning in class . is like . no use? hahas . no water clean what . it was REAL DRYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy like so crazy hahas . hmms . before all these . we sat in the parade sqaure for a long long timerahhs then went to to hall for a talk by a brainless woman . wth . she gave us sacarstic remarks . its just our first sec 3 paper . how could you discriminate those normal tech students and ITE ? like oh my god? damn angry . is like u're not the most clever person on earth to look down on them . your english standard is not there yet too . your pronounciation is totally BAD . i don't know where you come frommmmmmm and have that kind of accenttttit just don't please my earrrrrrrurhgs . benjamin accompanied me to walk to the LRT . AND . to those ppl who think we're together . i tell you we're not . is just that we're closeeee friendssss hahas then bath and meet baby ! =Dwent to pasir ris park ! hahas lalals . then went back home at 11 plusssssss today i stayed at homeeeeeeee guai rite =Dhohohosbut i felt lousy and damn no confidence just nowwwwwi don't know why x(
ツ 4:00 PM -
baby, dearest.
rahhssssssIM DOWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNEMOOOOOOOOso like whats wrong with my studies . i gotta buck up . friendship is like a mess?i don't know who is close to meeeeeeeexcept for someone =Dthen erms . relationship is abit alright . rahhssssssssssssi donno im madrahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssscrazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy WTF
ツ 11:00 PM -
baby, dearest.
RAHHHHHHHHHS GOT BACK MY RESULTS AND WAS LIKE OMGGGGGno face to post it hereeeeeee rahhsi must must must must must work hard for my mid yearrrrrrrrhohohos !rahhhhhhhhhhhhhs new zealand students came . and we had to let them use our classroom !so e1 and e2 went to IT resourse room LOLS . so COLD ! air condition the whole day . monday went to school was like what a waste of time from 10am . till 2pm . we're all slacking and camwhoring in class . some relief teachers came but some didnt so like ya . SO SLACK and WASTE OF TIME ! I MISS MY BABY ! RAHHS
ツ 9:10 PM -
baby, dearest.
oh wells . so like 19th . i stayed at home the whole dayyyyyyy rahhs . hmms then todae . woke up around 10 . miracle uhs? lols . i dunno why too . prepare and mummy drive me to amk to meet yinghui ! hehex . lalalalalallasthen took mrt to orchard ! meet my cousin and accompany her to buy her phone =D blah blah she treated me and ying hui to eat =Dlalalalasl went to wisma to eat =Drahhsboth of them keep suaning me ! RAHHS ! hehex . then my cousin went back to work . and me and ying hui went slacking around !went to taka . and blah blah blahs . ALOT of places lahs damn slack . went to far east too lols damn sian already hahas . lalallals went to McCafe to drink and slack . dont know y just damn tired . hahahas . then ying hui today damn high i dunno y too . rahhs . super lame lahs him !then rahh rahh rahh im tired tml have school !went to amk . then actually wanted to pei him play pool . but tired . so he sent me home first =Dlalalalas . so early reach home lahs . lols blahs . after that . hui wen called me to chat =D we have so much things to share !hohohosthen i found out that its been long since i went to bugisi went to beach i went to parksi went rockclimbingrahhs ... i love i love i love ! hohohosaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhssssssssssssssss =D
ツ 11:00 PM -
baby, dearest.
o.O shuang ! i love today . hmms . today went to hougang sports hall to play badminton with the girls =Dreach there at 11 . waited for valerie . amelia . millie . and kai lin come . then lalalalas . played =Dhahas . saw a friend there . actually .. i forgot his name =X borrowed his racket . cause he have an extra one . hmms .. kang yi . charmaine . elleen . liu yun . vanessa . hilarie came . so total there are 11 girls =D hmms . FUN ! hehexplay till damn tired !then then then . went to hougang mall to eat =Dhehexwent home . on the way home saw joel . my primary school friend !he walked me home =D so nice =D hmms .. then he told me his stead was pei shi !i don't know ! OMG lols . so cute larhs . they always quarrel last time in the same tuition we had . like wth? now they are together hahas . hmms .. bathe and meet ying hui under my block . walked to mrt =D hohohosso hot the weather !hmms .. reach vivo then slack around . so bored lahs ate long john silver . saw fidelis and her group . lalalals . saw many many other ppl too hahas blahs . blahs blahs .we're lovely !
ツ 11:45 AM -
baby, dearest.
YOYOYOEXAMS ARE OVER !14th ! went out with hui wen after the physics paper !it was a killer !like what the hell is that question asking? OH MY GOD? i do till nearly want cry ! u know u know?! first time i do exams do till wan CRY !rahhsafter paper . went to kovan =Dhehexthen blah blah blahs . went to find amanda's mother . her wanton mee is still so damn nice !hohosshe treated us =Dhmm . then hui wen came to my hse LOLS ! like siao char bor like tat ! lols . then erm . 2.30 she went home . THEN kang yi valerie and millie came my hse =Dmessed up my room ! lols3 plus they went home . then i slept =Dmy phone was flooded with sms-es and phone callssssssthen then then 7.30 got tuition i was like wth? my graph was so damn OMG ? lolsthen then then ya lohhhhhhhhhh15th . EXAMS ARE OVER !then then then . yayaya went homeeeeeeand bath and change !then went out with hui wen ! hohosto to to FAR EAST !!! TOWN TOWN TOWN !hohos!LONG TIME NEVER GO TOWN ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYYYOMGOMGOMGhmms .. then blah blah blah . ying hui joined us for dinner =Dthen hui wen went crazy when he came i was like wtf? its a sudden u knowying hui and i was STUNT . omglolsthen blah blah blah . hohohohosbought a belt . necklace and mascara =Di left my keys . my old mascara . my lip gloss with hui wen i left my comb and another necklace with yinghuiHOW COOL? lols16th !something happened in the early morning . hais . then family was like omg? x( accompany mummy till 2.30 then meet ying hui . so sorry . then hmms .. went to dhoby to meet his friend . ate burger king i was like WHAT THE HELL both of them can LAME tilllllllllll i hold the burger then keep laughing till stomach pain and haven eat the burger yet LOLS omgomgomg lamers lahs too high of a level hmms .. went to slack around . went to starbucks . then took mrt to amk . on the way in mrt . their lame jokes still goes on =.= i was like keep laughing till face red? wth wth wth then blahs . pei-ed him and his friends play lan . he's the first guy who didnt let me felt sian when playing LAN omg hahas blah blah then he send me home =Dnites everyone !
ツ 11:30 PM -
baby, dearest.
lalalalals
happy birthday MILLIE QUEK TING LE ! =D
happy mother's day too
all mothers are the best !
i love my mother !
i don't take her for granted !
i gave her a cactus . and cooked muffins for her too =D
12th was kevin's birthday =D
went to marina for steam boat hahas .
nick tu di and his girlfriend are there too ! OMG
its so damn long like 1243543 donkey years since we've met !
missed him alright ! hehex
thanks for ying hui to accompany me go steamboat =D
hmms . enjoyed there . kevin was forced to drink some disgusting things that we made LOLS . egg . ice cream and everything hahas
lalalalals .
dedicated to ying hui ,
thanks for your accompany these few days =)
thanks for everything larhs ! lols
rahh rahh rahh =D
ツ 11:00 PM -
baby, dearest.
hohos . history and chemistry is done !
social studies tml !
i've no mood for it ! rahhs
sians !
im high ! =X
doing stupid faces on cam ! LOLS
ツ 8:03 PM -
baby, dearest.
rahhs . ! being sick aint gud !
i still need to go school for exams !
omg omg omg
fever . cough . sorethroat flu
rahhs !
im thinking of bringing a big big bottle of water to school n packets of tissue to sch ! LOLS ! =X
ツ 8:51 PM -
baby, dearest.
cried three times today .
how cool?
one day . i'll be hard-hearted .
i'll be giving everyone a cold shoulder .
not the lively and talketive one anymore .
Love's fault
Life's fragile .
tears just drop so easily now .
everytime a broken heart . i tried to control .
i tried to hold the tear .
times and times .
im sick of red eyes red nose and dry mouth .
what's the point of living?
when no one appreciates you .
totally . break down .
one day . trust me .
either find me in IMH or coffin .
i don't wanna live .
i don't wanna go anywhere .
i don't wanna speak
i don't wanna move
i just wanna lie there and wait for the god of hell to take my life away .
I DON'T WANT LOVE AND CARE ANYMORE .
OF NO USE .
ツ 8:45 PM -
baby, dearest.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs CA marks are out i'll type all the CA marks i've gotENG . 58.9 C5E maths . 68 B3A maths . 47.8 x( SS . 63 Elec . hist . 68 combine humanes . ( SS+hist ) . 66 B3chem . 45 . x( rahhs . left physics . chinese and pure lit haven take CA marks . rahhs . chinese paper and english paper . FINISHED ! hohohosnext paper is chemistry ! RAHHS ! then after chemistry is elective history !rahhs ! maths tuitionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnrahhhhhhhhh
ツ 11:11 PM -
baby, dearest.
so like . what is happening in the world now? sometimes . i just think that . what happen to us US u know? im referring to ? yea . its us . i dont know what happened . everything started from the long holiday we had . we've drift . far far away . sharing secrets among ALL is not there anymore . sharing secrets BETWEEN both is always there . like oh my god . some said . we wont be drifted . but in the end . everyone did . so like . what's the use of planning things up when ppl just give the reason of "don;t feel like" or even " if she go then i go . she dont go then i dont go thingy" but we're still friends just not that close i suppose =) so i'll be learning to be independant =) bid it . studies or even going back home . times and times . i thought we would go back to how close we were like last time . but as time goes by . i realise that it is impossible . or maybe a large percentage of impossibility . =) some said . im emotionally unstable some said . im crazy and insane . some said . im sensitive . some said . im giving too much chances . some said . i took many love for granted . some said . i will feel uneasy without love . hmms .. maybe im that of a kind of person . rahhs . but so? that's me . at least im much more better than many some others . my thinking is mature though my actions and voice might not . but . who cares? . Don't judge a book by its cover . everyone says this . but much ppl still cares bout how ppl look .rahhs . fine . i'll stop all these . so like . today is labour day . =D went out with sean and his friends . wanted to look for mother's day present . but can't find any suitable ones . so decided to bake cookies or cupcakes with sean =) hahas . sweet isnt it? =Xrahhs . came home and went out with familt for dinner at chomp chomp =Dhad great laughs . father keep asking me to donate some money to an old man who is blowing the harmonica at chomp chomp so like . my sister don't dare . and is like . i seldom do such kind of donation . but in the end . is still me who put the coin into the box . and TADA . i've done a charity =Dand ya . reach home and studied chinese words and meanings . eng oral too . had many tips from my fellow friends LOLS . is like so damn funny . they have different tips and stuffs to make teacher go WOW . uh huh . i hope i can do it to =X but i have tongue twisting ! rahhsconversation and conservation . RAHHHHHHHSlet my mood swing around ~ =D
ツ 11:10 PM -
baby, dearest.