a sweet wonderland. -

Friday, June 29, 2007;

ahh thursday and fridays are alrighttttt
my mens come alreadyyyyyy
ahhhhhhhh
so irritating .
today my stomach is in pain the whole day . non stop
is like pain for so long ! x(
then was chioing project scrapbook .
lalalals .
after school went ODAC rock climbing . it was unpleasant.
the place was crampy and warm.
is like . aww . the height was not HIGH enough as we thought.
lalalalalalas.
thurs and friday keep going to the dentist to slack hahas skip lessons . but mostly chinese and e maths only larhs =D
but e maths teacher also never come =X hahas =p

rahhs .
i miss you larhs .

ツ 9:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007;

wednesdayyyyyyyyyy

parents drive me to schhhh
reached school earlyyyyyy
BORING LESSONS

but nothing special luhs . i kept on changing places .
for fun .

im feeling insecuredddd
im feeling weak insideeee
weaker and weaker x(
im being sensitive i think
im thinking of alot of thingsssss since amelia and yt broke up
amelia is a strong girllllll
stronger than i am x(
i cant feel it .
i will be understanding .
i shall not mention about it and let you concentrate on your projectsssss
though there are disappointments .
but i just dont wanna say it out to youuuuuu
im just so scareddddd
maybe this love meant alot to me .
no one understandddddddds
the fear . the worry .
the sensitivity .

i know i look strong
but i know that im weak insideeeeeeeeeeee .
i tried to control the tears .
but it just came pouring downnnnnnnn .
i dont know what to doooooooooo

ツ 8:00 PM -
baby, dearest.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007;

first day of schooooooool
new batch of teachers .
dont look friendly =.=
hmms last guy being introduced was a handsome from national water polo hahas .
then he's our co form
lalala .
was HIGH
hahas .
lalalalals . new time table . thursday is a heavy day .
and 2nd day was so tiringgggggg
ahhhhh
kept on yawning . x(
boohoos .
and these few days im feeling sensitive and bad tempered .
maybe mens coming
but im lacking the sense of security x(

i dont want those jokeeeees.
felt downnnnnnnnn then teared abit last night
x(

ツ 7:20 PM -
baby, dearest.

Sunday, June 24, 2007;

WENT TO CUT HAIR =DD
ATE LONG JOHN .
WENT TO BISHAN
TOOK THE DISC
WENT TO AMK
WENT HOME

SCHOOL'S TOMORROW =DDD

ツ 10:15 PM -
baby, dearest.

Saturday, June 23, 2007;

my day was boringgggggg
woke up and done my e maths homework =D
then erm . slackkkkkkkk then went to chinatown with family =D
bought clothes .
i bought black jeansssss =D
$30 plus only hahas .
hmms .
then eat and went home
quite tired !
tml cutting hair ! hehex

LOVES EVERYONE !

ツ 11:50 PM -
baby, dearest.

Friday, June 22, 2007;

22th . friday .
went to school for chemistry
teacher late for 30 mins ahs LOL
lalalals .
then after chem remedial .
millie and kai lin came to my house . went to central to buy food =D
was high on the way LOL
then amelia and wan ling came along LOL wan ling return me my hula hoop =D
lalals .
didnt watch movie .
instead i was in my room doing project and other members play dai di with my father .
how interesting lol !
hmms . lalalalals . then i went out to meet baby to go bishan to meet royston for the SS video .
then they were at my house dont know untill what time hahas .
lalalasl .

VALERIE . FEVER TAKECARE =DD

BABY I LOVE YOU xD

ツ 11:00 PM -
baby, dearest.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007;

HOHO

19th .

baby ton the night . so he slepttttttt

and i played dai di at home with my daddy and sister . the whole dayyyy

so interesting =.=

20th

HAPPY 3RD MONTH TO AMELIA AND YUEN TUCK =DD

took bus to amk hub . was late to meet baby =X

hehex

lalalalals .

reach there around 1.30pm

went to marina square

then walked around =D

ate long john silverrrrr

LOL very funny luhs

the counter only got one worker .

that guy was a joker .

he says over the microphone .
"counter one man show one man show"
" today KFC and MAC all close " ( meaning there are alot of ppl in long john ) LOL!

so hahaha

then ying hui help me take tar tar sauce . the guy gave him alot of tar tar okay LOL

so pathetic luhs that guy .

he have to do the job of a counter , a waiter , cleaner.

hahas .

then blah blah .

went to shop for baby's slippers .

hui wen came to find me after her SEOUL GARDEN LOL!

then i gave her a card =D

saw jun kai and his girlfriend =D

then saw denise and his boyfriend =D

LOL!

guess whatttttt
me and baby bought couple slippersssss =X

hoho . see the size different =X
then went to amk hub to meet his friends around erms . 7 pm
then he eat with his friends at food court and im bored thereeeeeee
so i asked hui wen and tien boon to calllll me =D
lalalalals . 9.45pm went homeeeeeee

quietest bustrip homeeeeee
interesting things happennnnnn x(

lalalalalas .

ツ 11:35 PM -
baby, dearest.

Monday, June 18, 2007;

lalalalas . that note there is baby wrote for me oneeeeee =X
is in a notebookkkkkk
other pages not going to post HOHOHO
isnt that card niceeeeee =D
hohohos

ITS A MONTH BABY =DD
i have a very interesting morning today !
hmms . woke up at 9.30am
early right !
actually meeting my friend at 9 . at get my bag . HOHOHO the bag i order online came =D
20 bucks only okays the quality is goooood =D
then decided to ask daddy to drive m to aljunied
kallang pudding road . alpha building and you know what i heard?
i heard over the phone . GARANG GUNI ROAD so interesting ! hohohos
then reach home and prepare to meet my babyyyyy =D
meet him at 1.40 . went to vivoooooo
hohoho slacked aroundddd =D

went to meet koon and wan joo at heeren . at 5 pm
then wait for yu zhe and donny to come . went to village to eatttttt
elieen and pei xin came too .
hmms . then after eatingggggggggg
baby send me homeeeeeeee and he went to have some night activitiesssssss .
lols

*baby ! i love you ! =DD
many many months to go !

LOVES

btw . HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOON FISHYYYYY =DD

ツ 11:50 PM -
baby, dearest.

Sunday, June 17, 2007;

SO LIKE I FELT SO FUCKED UP NOW
WHAT KIND OF PPL ARE YOU ALL?
LIKE ALL WTH
FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
JUST WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU KIND OF PEOPLE FOR
DAMN ASS
FUCKED UP LARHS
DAMN ASS
HOMEWORK NOT DONE
NO MOOOD
TYS LIKE WTF
CHEM REMEDIAL NEXT FRIDAY
ASSHOLE
FUCKING NO MOOD
EVERTHINGS SCREWED UP
i felt so left out ! DAMN

ツ 11:55 PM -
baby, dearest.

;

14th .

HAPPY FOUR MONTHS TAY HUI WEN AND ME =DD

went out with baby !
went to townnnnnn then was rotting around town
eileen came to find us . then we accompany her to wait for pei xin .
happy birthday to pei xin too =D
hmms . then blah blah blah . fish came after the group went
then we slacked around and accompany koon to buy his jeanssss
so like we're both so nice to accompany so many people today LOL !

i watched 200 pounds of beauty at www.crunchyroll.com and i CRIED oh dear LOLS so touching
watched untill 3am ahs =X

15th .
HAPPY BITHDAY MEI ZHEN =DD

didnt sleep much . or in fact did not sleep for even one hour
woke up aroudn 11.30am
called baby LOLS he still sleeping then i disiao him abit let him sleep
called tien boon LOL he still sleeping also then he say he is okay to chat with me then he was like so quiettttt so let him sleeeep
called wan ling to get mei zhen's number then chat abit LOL lalalals
called mei zhen around 12.30. i wished her happy birthday =DD
called wan ling back then chat =DD so bored luhs .
sentosa trip was canceled x(
boohoo .
hahas . stayed at home .
i felt fattttt then baby came to find me around 6.30 pm
went to junction 8 . buy platforms . and went home LOLS
lalalalals .

16th
went to TOWN againnnnnnnnn
baby late again larhs !
then meet wan joo .
then koon came
then went to eat
oh dear . i keep wanting to eat these few daysssss
LOLS
dont know why so hungry =X
hmms . then went to bugis around 6.
but pei xin they all didnt come
i was having headache too .
so went homeeeeee
7.30 plus reach home le HOHO
lalalalals

17th
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

hahas stayed at home
then played dai di with sister and father LOL
i won many times =D
lols
later drinking champange =D

ツ 6:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007;

went to J8 with ying hui and meet his friends .
watched ocean 13 together
then walked around . went to amk .
went home
nearly cried on bus in the afternoonnnnnnnn
rahhs
im just oh so scared to lose you .

everyone has a limit .

ツ 9:45 PM -
baby, dearest.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007;

11th june .
went to do project =D
took bus to wan ling's house hohos .
then erms . played around . wait for kai lin . amelia . millie and valerie to comeeeee
lalalalas .
hohos . then went to look for SENIOR CITIZENS .
hahas . and we interviewed some interesting ones
theres a ah ma . i can feel the happiness in her .
from the way she tells us her story and everything .
lalalals .
5 plus . valerie and amelia went home
kai lin millie and me went back to wan ling house .
i was camwhoring and the three of them are playing dai ti LOLS
then they came my house at 6 .
play dai ti again =.=
lalalals . they went home around 7.30

12th june
I STAY AT HOME RAHHS
FATHER KPKB
x(

ツ 10:00 PM -
baby, dearest.

Saturday, June 09, 2007;

ツ 11:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Friday, June 08, 2007;

okay ! so like HOHOHO !
i went to sentosa again ! HAHA !
with wan joo koon and yinghui ! =D
lalalals . meet ying hui at 11am under my block .
took mrt to harbourfrontttt hohos .
went to vivomart to buy tibits and drinksssss hahas .
i bought honeystars ! =D

went to SENTOSA ! =D
lalalalals . its was drizzling when we reached there the very min ! eeks !
but we still walked to the beachhh =D
hmms . then after awhile the rain stopppppp and we went into the waters .
the water was WARM hohos
hmms . then blah blah blahs . i'll upload the photos at the end of the posttt or on a new postt
hehex
we ARE TANNED ! RED you know LOLS
we are at the beach from 1 to 6 i think LOLS omg ? hahas
then we waited to bath . it was a long queeeee
a lady infront of us was fed up because of a group of girls LOLS
we waited for 30 mins ! wan joo and me used our time to bluetooth photos hahas
how clever of her =X
lalalalas . i think i bathed quite fast okay =X
lalalalas . went to harbour front CENTRE to eat pastamania ! =DD
was not feeling welllll
felt cold but my body is hotttttt
*frowns* x(
baby sent me back homeeeeeeeee
hehex .
lalalals
its a fun an enjoyable DAY =D
lalalalals !

ツ 10:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Thursday, June 07, 2007;

CHARMAINE SAYS IM TALL =D

MY DP IS TAKEN BY HER =D

AND I LOOK TALL IN THAT PHOTO

THANK =p

ツ 11:50 PM -
baby, dearest.

;

OKAYYYYYYYYYYY IM BACK
tuesday went back to school for physics lesson and im late for 15 mins =X
reach home around 11 . and sleep untill 4 plus ! OMG pig right .
i know x(
hmms wednesday . went for physics too . 8am to 9am hohos
then meet baby at 2pm . at amk mac
lols
hui wen girlfriend also at amk ! then i was damn fed up because hui wen's phone cant get through and i was like mad !
oh dear x(
hmms . around 2.30pm. finally can call through =D
sorry to disturb you baby x(
hmms . went to walk at amk hub with hui wen and her friend
hui wen did a SUPER BUAY PAI SEH thing !
i shall not mention ! cause will spoil her reputation LOL!!
blah blah . went back to look for baby !
baby seems so stress x(
then me and koon slept at mac LOLS while joo and yinghui study .
hohos
till 5 plus . we ate then walk around and went home =D
felt emo and downnnnnnnn for some reason .

thursday !
TODAY !
went to school for physics . last lesson . 8am to 10am .
hohos
learnt alot !
thanks mr chan !
though i have the stupid sleepy face HOHO
BLAHS . went to chinatown with hui wen !
chat alot ! hohos
cause long time never see her already ! i miss her ! OMG
hahas . and she keep saying im skinny and getting thinner LOLS
but is like . huh?! got mehs =.=
blah blahs . went to chinatown and eat hehex . then walked around HOHOS
tired and sleepy !
hui wen came to my hse !
on the way . she bought fries and the weather is DAMN HOT !
oh my goddddd
hohos . she came my house dont know for what .
i slept on my sister's bed and she went up my bed to sleep =.=
LOLS
blah blahs .

I MISS MY BABY x(

ツ 11:30 PM -
baby, dearest.

Monday, June 04, 2007;

IM DARN HAPPY TODAYYYYYYYY =D
first . in the morning . woke up and get ready to go sentosa with paulineeeeeeee =D
hahahas .
then blah blah blah . 11 went to mrt to wait for herrrrrrr
saw jerffery ! omg hohos !
i miss him damn alot larhs ! lols .
so happy to see him ! LOLS
i was damn HIGH hohos
then blah blah blah
pauline took a long timeeeeeeee
then when she reach . i saw SAMUEL'S stead !
hohos
i finally talked to her !
last few times see her dont get to call her hahas !
lalalala and she know who am i ! =D
then took mrt to harbour fronttttttttttt vivo . took the express train HOHO
so fun
lalallas
then blah blah DRIZZLE ! x(
then went to imbibah station to walk around HOHO
i'll post the photos soon ! (:
after that . we walked to dont know whereeeeeeeeee
see turtles ! LOLS stingray ! =D
then when the rain stopsssssssss
we went to silosooooooo =D
start our sun tanningggggggg
but the sand wasnt good
and i hate it x(
so like nvmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
im in a gooooood mooooood =D
hehex
then blah blah
i think i didnt tan muchhhhhhhhhhhh
but took alot of photoooooooos HAHA
i miss pauline darling ! =D
then went bath ! =D
went to harbour front centre to eat pasta maniaaaaaaaa
NICE NICE =D
after that . took mrt to ang mo kio =D
AND i saw JUSTIN GOH and SHU LING DA SAO OMG hahas
i miss them damn alot alot alot ! omgomgomg !
he pinch meeeeeee LOLS
soooooo missssssss himmmmmmm i was like DAMN HAPPY TO SEE HIM !
omgomgomg hohohohoos !
then ehs . chatted and went to find babyyyy =D
my baby is sick x(
take care baby ! =D
then accompanied pauline to wait for her bus . then meet baby =D
went to walk arounddddddd hahas
went to maccccccc slack with peter and yu zheeeee
baby was having a bad and terrible headacheeee x(
but he still went to pasar malam with his friends . and so i followed =.=
i accompany baby to walk home then i took bus homeeeeeeee =D
i love my baby ! =D

i felt loved by many many people ! =D
i love him him him
i love all my girlfriendssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
so i shall be high and nice to type all my beloved girlfriends outttt =D
no ranking !

TAY HUI WEN
PAULINE
AMELIA LIM
VALERIE TAN
CHIN KANG YI
LIAO WAN LING
MILLIE QUEK
CHARMAINE LIM
JEAN TAN
ELLEEN CHUA
YEO KAI LIN
PNG ZHI QI
EILEEN POH
JOSIRRLYN
AMANDA TUNG
VANESSA . THE SIAO SIAO
HUANG JIA QI
LIU YUN
ALINA
DENISE
KELLYNN
XING XIA

AND MANY MANY OTHERS !

OMGGGGGGGGGGG im hohohos

LAST BUT NOT LEAST .
I WANT MY BABY TO GET WELLLLLL SOOOOOOON
I LOVE YOU (:
it hurts me when i see you suffering beside meeeeeee x(

ツ 11:30 AM -
baby, dearest.

Sunday, June 03, 2007;

SO LIKE WTH DID I DO WRONGGGGG
IM BLAME FOR TALKING TOO MUCH OR WHAT
ITS THE TRUTH THAT ITS HIS FAULTTTTTTTTTTT

LIKE HAHA?
IM A FEMALE TOOOOO
LIKE OH WHAT THE FUCK
I FEEL LIKE SCOLDING SOMEONE NOW
LIKE SO WHO WANNA BE THE PATHETIC PERSONNNNNNN

FIRST
IM SORRY FOR SAYING THINGS WHEN I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU
BUT ITS STILL YOUR FAULT . MAKING A GIRL CRY IN PUBLIC?
LIKE SO PATHETIC?

RAHHS
OK LAHS SO I SHALL SHUT MY MOUTH AND SHUT UP NEXT TIME
OR I CAN DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED .
I HATE THAT TYPE OF PPL ALOT
MORE AND MORE LIKE OH WTF WTF WTF
DAMN IT

for that someone .
i shall not rake up this stupid happening thing again .
is none of our business .
i know he's one of your brothers .
and i dont know why you're not pointing out his fault or what so ever
friends should point out thieir own fault and make a person be a better person or smth like that?
so like hahas?
wth lahs !
im damn fucked up
i dont want a quarrel cause is not our big business shit .
and like you're so stressed up with your studies . and i shall be understanding and not quarrelllllllll

but im still damn pissed off .
i dont know why .
i want to cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
let me cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
like oh wtf
WTH LAHS
DAMN !
THAT BASTARD DONT WORTH MY TEARS .
HIS DAMN ASSHOLE PROBLEM
i don't wanna affect our relationshippppppppp

PISSED !

so like went to amk mac to study with ying hui and fish .
and blah blah went home
then ya . tml im going sentosa with pauline baby =D

but still i'll wish you both a happy one month =)

ツ 11:20 AM -
baby, dearest.

Saturday, June 02, 2007;

Guy facts:

When a guy calls u he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet, he's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing, he realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few minutes, he means it

When a guy stares at you, he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world

When you're laying your head on a guy's chest. they has the world

When a guy calls you everyday he is in love

When a (good) guy say he loves you he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you he's with you till you're done

When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

Girl facts:

When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.

When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will bearound.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,s he is wondering why you are so wonderful.

When a girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love youforever," she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that

taken from valerie's blog =D
found it trueee

ツ 10:50 PM -
baby, dearest.

;

rahhhhhhh
take it as im sensitive or whattttttt
i dont careeeeeeeee
i dont know lahs
someone is asking
someone is ignoring
so like what should i do
should i trust?
am i trusting the correct personnnnnnnnnnn
sorry if offenddddd
i dont know lahhhhhhhhs
but i'll hold onnnnnnn stilllll
i crieddddddddd

ツ 10:00 PM -
baby, dearest.

Friday, June 01, 2007;

went out with amanda and jeremyyyyyyyyyyyyy today . 1st june hahas
rahhs .
RAININGGGGGGGG
walked to amanda's house .
took 133 to marinaaaaaa
its a long long bus LOLS
but we crapped and gossip about those primary school people HAHA
then blah . meet jeremy at marina
then shoppppppppp
ate long john
blahs .
singapore sales is boring !
went to bugis !
blah blah .
boring toooooo
rahhs .
ate swensens ice cream
was damn fulllllll
went to take mrt to amk
meet ying hui . accompany amanda to wait for her bus
jeremy went to buy his things
then blah .
i took bus home aloneeee cause his card no moneyyyy
blahs .

and for ONCE . jeremy and i didnt quarrel ! how nice LOLS

ツ 9:50 PM -
baby, dearest.

;

hohos =D
loves ! many many =D

ツ 12:43 AM -
baby, dearest.