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Tuesday, July 24, 2007;
hmm went to school today with unstable emotions and really swollen eyes .
it was raining so . i walked into classroom and was quiet
i dont like to look into people's eyes .
cause the next thing they'll do is to ask me whether im okay anot .
the sentence just makes me wanna cry
but still there are people who asked me that but i ignored and i look else where to control my tears

its difficult to control but i managed .
the feeling is not nice
but thanks to some girlfriends and classmates .
i managed to smile a little =)
thanks jean for ur concern
and thanks hui wen for the little note .
i nearly cried when i read it lahs . =/
and thanks to other girlfriends too (:

on the way homeeeeeeeee
drizzle a little .
i walked on the walkway where u always walk me home .
the walkway , with our laughters and chats giggles and hand in hand walking together .
it really make my tears roll down
i reach home and done my homework .
i read those msges u sent me on the first two months .
i felt as though my heart is bleeding .
yes , it is . its the first time i felt like this

why not give each other another chance .
you told me " let us last forever yea? baby "
you told me " your're my first true true love"
you told me " i cant let myself lose you baby"
i know you dont tell lies .
its just so hard for me to let this love go baby
i know that its not the love in us fade away .
i can sense that it is still strong .
its just the situation now .
its a difficult time for you , but dont take it down urself .
let me accompany you , stay with you and make you smile or de stress just even for 1 sec ?
its hurts me when u asked me to give up .
i know school is tired . but laughter is the best medicine in world .
let me make you smile and make me happy .

its a lose lose situation now .
why not give each other a win win situation ?

i guess you wanted me to be happy yea?
but ur decision makes me more difficult to even smile . how can i be happy ?
i rather be with you still and wait for you .
it makes me happier and i'll smile even when my face will crack .
just any sentence from you .
" i love you " or " i dont want to give this up too baby "
even just a word " loves"
can make me smile and make me have more determintation to hold on . boy

seriously , its the first time im loving someone like so real
first time i felt that my heart is bleeding so real
first time i felt that i cant lose someone like you and all the feelings is just so real .

if others can withstand obstacles . why not us ?
even the worse couple can last . why not us ?


ツ 6:40 PM -
baby, dearest.






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MUSIC


Bellas Lullaby ~ Advanced Piano Solo.mp3 - Carter Burwell

MYSELF


❥ Rowell Siew Xue En .
Borned on 6th december 1992
i do crazy things that you will be stunned
interested in photography, photoshops and designs
i'll treat you nice when you do too.
life filled with loving girlfriends.
i have a high frequency voice .
sensitive to words and actions
i dont take people's love for granted
as i dont forget someone so easily (:

THE MEMORIES

x November 2005
x December 2005
x January 2006
x February 2006
x March 2006
x April 2006
x May 2006
x June 2006
x July 2006
x August 2006
x September 2006
x October 2006
x November 2006
x December 2006
x January 2007
x February 2007
x March 2007
x April 2007
x May 2007
x June 2007
x July 2007
x August 2007
x September 2007
x October 2007
x November 2007
x December 2007
x January 2008
x February 2008
x March 2008
x April 2008
x May 2008
x June 2008
x July 2008
x August 2008
x September 2008
x October 2008
x November 2008
x December 2008
x January 2009
x February 2009
x March 2009
x April 2009
x May 2009
x June 2009
x July 2009
x August 2009
x November 2009

SPEAK


CALENDER

*o9o1o9 elleen's birthday.
 *o3o2o9 shin ee 's birthday .
*o6o2o9 sister's burfdae;
*14o2o9 valentine's day x))
*2oo2o9 liu yun's burdae.
*160309 kai lin's burfdae;
*23o3o9 charmaine's burfdae.
 *o3o4o9 lester's burfdae;
 *11o4o9 peter's burfae ! =DD
 *2oo4o9 benjamin's burfdae; speech day .
 *23o4o9 jasmine's burfdae.
*o8o5o9 ru yan's burfdae:
*o51oo9 Mother's day.
*12o5o9 Kevin's burfday
 *13o5o9 millie's burfdae;
 *280509 amelia's burfdae;
*31o5o9 sean's burfdae ;
*o2o6o9 valerie's burfdae;
*15o6o9 mei zhen's burfdae;
 *3oo6o9 samuel's and alvin's burfdae =D
*o3o7o9 amanda's burfdae;
*o8o7o9 Royston's burdae,
*o9o7o9 Tien boon's burfdae; =D
*25o7o9 hong bin's burfdae;
*26o7o9 kang yi's burfdae;
*o8o8o9 mummy's burfdae;
*o1o9o9 wan joo's birthday;
*o9o5o9 brenson's birthday
*2oo9o9 daddy's burfdae;
*23o9o9 zhi qi's burfdae; raymond sister burfdae;
*o21oo9 jean's burfdae;
*o91oo9 ying hui's burfdae;
*141oo9 yu zhe's burfdae;
*o511o9 patrick's burfdae
*1711o9 jolyn's burfdae
*1911o9 Si jing's burfdae
*2211o9 felicia's burfdae
*o612o9 ROWELL's SWEET BIRTHDAY
*2o12o9 Jun kai's burfdae
*2312o9 wan ling's burfday;
*2512o9 CHRISTMAS
*2812o9 hui wen's birthday
*3112o9 eileen poh's burfdae;



EXITS

girlfriends

|amanda tung . my long long friend ! =D|
|amelia . cute girlfriend =)|
|charmaine lim . sweet girl.|
|eileen poh . girlfriend ^^|
|jasmine . pretty girlfriend =)|
|jean nice nice lady xD|
|joo . always make-me-smile girlfriend ! =D|
|kelene .super cute .|
|millie . utterly ADORABLE|
|pauline. baby ! =D |
|valerie . super caring girlfren xD|
|vanessa .mad n crazy xD|
|vanessa .siao siao my loveee (:|
|xue qi. cutie one !|
|zhi qi . TALLIE|

GREAT friends

| tien boon . heh ! |
|raymond . SISTER =D |
|rongsheng . ah sheng =D |
|kang yi . pretty girlfriend|
|elleen . lesbie|

TP !

|Hui Xian |
|Joyee |
|Hong yI |
|Simin. |
|kimberly liew|
|chien wan|
|cassini|
|tian qing|

entertainments.

|bryan wong .|
|celeste chen|
|dawnyang|
|desmond . celebrity|
|felicia . fans club|
|felicia . personal blog|
|flitydolly|
|gwendolyn|
|laozhabor|
|lyrics|
|peggy|
|quan yi feng|
|stomp|
|tricia|
|xiaxue|

friends

|aida . friendlyyyy (:|
|alina . she's SUPER friendly|
|ben . dog lover |
|colin .nice nice friend =)|
|debbie . cute girl =)|
|desmond . hohos =D|
|denise . clever girl|
|felicia . cute ! =D|
|fredric . |
|guan wei . GOOD GUY |
|hui min . hohos . cute girl =D|
|irfan . he's nice !|
|jacky . good listener|
|jason . super friendly senior|
|jearelle . ru yan|
|jeremy . star bright bright LOLS|
|jilson . a random guy LOL|
|jolyn. pretty pretty !|
|jing wei . the cute one =) .|
|kellynn . my nice ah ma xD|
|le0n . friendly |
|magg magg |
|meldryne.|
|mengting. |
|nick . tu di |
|peiyi . SUPER FRIENDLY|
|royston tan (:|
|roy teh . |
|sabriya . sunshine girl (: |
|sean arron . |
|shirleen . (: |
|simun . haha x) |
|si jing . tall tall =D|
|shu ling . dimple girl ! =D|
|vincent . super tall LOL|
|xue li . |
|yuyin . pretty girl|
|yi shang . personal DOCTOR x)|
|yuen tuck . a short short guy =p |


WANTS

# god damn good flying results for poly.
# beautiful results
# time machine
# beautiful snow globes.(glow-in dark ones)

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