a sweet wonderland. -

Monday, August 11, 2008;

Stayed at home to study, nothing much.

Listen to my story.

A pauper with an average look who is in a relationship with an average income girl, the pauper works very hard to get some money in hand to bring the girl he love to a small restaurant to have a simple candle light dinner. With candles in the middle of the table at the right height not blocking their faces, a bouquet of roses on the table, table by the window with a great scenery of the small garden with pots and pots of flowers grown by the pauper himself.

The girl smile with happiness, the red blush on her rosy cheeks, people around them feel the happiness and bless them too. He proposed to her with a weaved ring he weaved himself with the leaves. The girl nod her head and the pauper got a great wife and lived blissfully together.

While on the other side of the world.

A rich man's son , met the similar girl . The girl just want to have everything in the most simplistic way, but the rich guy booked the whole restaurant in the most famous restaurant in the whole city. However, the table in the middle of the restaurant, dim light, the big vase of flowers blocking their view with grand and well-polished plates and cutlery on the table.

The girl was shocked and felt uneasy in the restaurant with only the two of them and the violinist playing the love song. They had a quiet dinner, no one speaking , only the sounds of the fork and knife knocking on the plates and the munching from the mouth. It's unbearable, the girl stand up suddenly and initiate a break up.

... Money can't get you everything, the hard work will pay off if you really put in effort. It don't have to be the most good looking one, the most grand place nor the richest. Romantic levels is judged by individual. If a young lady met a guy who is willing to shout out i love you in the public and she judge that as very romantic, then the next time another guy who is willing to announce i love you to her in a small room she will not judge that as romantic anymore. Isn't it?

If a guy met a girl who is going to make him handmade lunch everyday he judge that as romantic, then the next time when he meet another girl who buys him lunch everyday and he will definitely judge that as not romantic because she is just using money to buy lunch for him compared to the other girl who hand made lunch for him.

If i were given a chance to choose, i will rather not have so much romantic incident happen on me, so that i can still feel the romance in me.

If i were given a chance to choose, i will rather not have so much love from other to me that raise my expectation of sense of security.

If i were give a chance to choose, i will rather be like some normal girl who yearns for a true love and a sweet and romantic relationship without handling suitors coming after you.

If i were given a chance to choose, i will rather be a innocent and naive girl .

Saying too much of i love you, sometimes the power of these three words just disappear. Perhaps, at the right time, right place, to the right person, the power rises up.

Darling, i really hope i can walk cross the barrier in me with you.

ツ 11:00 PM -
baby, dearest.